Thanx!!

Thanx to all my friends who wished me for my birthday
seriously it means a lot to me
I thought turning 21 is gonna be big boom
but i hardly hear anything
its just a sad year for me
hope things will be better soon

But seriously thanx alot guys..
all the phone and facebook wishes..
my phone did really make enough sound i thought i lost alot of my friends already..
but when i log in into fb..
WOW!!..
a lot of u guys wished..
really made my day when i read all of them..
even one farmville buddies wish me..
that was friendly of her..
hehhehe..
thanx again guys..
maybe ill do a bbq or a small gathering soon..
but not this soon..
maybe july 2nd..
some people maybe understand why..
fuck it..
my party..
hahaha :P

Theres no place like home

Scratch that title..in my situation my home is my hell!!..with all the drama happening i cant stand living in that house for one week..with no internet and the vibe there, pffttt~ i have to go away!!..im at college btw..never thought this place can give me some peace..surprisingly..

Things are not going so smooth there..day after day theres always someone complaining about some other people including me.*sigh* i can sense that 2010 is not a good year for me..there is only one thing good happening in this year though, that is my gf..thanx syg for being there for me :) seriously i can turn to anyone else this time..all my family is so fucked up now..cant take it anymore..i just cant wait for dila to come back :( 6 days to go..haih..

Most of them expect me to help out the family but what can i do? im still a student..even if i work part time i can help them financially..i have my own expenses..all they do is complain, they dont see it from my point of view..its hard..to be honest im falling here..i dont know how long i can stand all of this..hmmmm

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!

Oh my!!..its been awhile since i update my blog.
im just to lazy to update it.
yes same old reason.
by the way im just updating since i cant take it anymore!!!
i wanna let it all out..
let it go..
garrrr~~~

I hate the college internet
My house dont have internet
I dont have enough money to pay my road tax and insurance
My license is gonna expired next month
I eat once per day just to survive
I didnt answer with confidence for my tax exam
She used all her money already and i mean ALL
I fucking hate her
I hate my life

I hate my life

I hate my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!