Thanx!!

Thanx to all my friends who wished me for my birthday
seriously it means a lot to me
I thought turning 21 is gonna be big boom
but i hardly hear anything
its just a sad year for me
hope things will be better soon

But seriously thanx alot guys..
all the phone and facebook wishes..
my phone did really make enough sound i thought i lost alot of my friends already..
but when i log in into fb..
WOW!!..
a lot of u guys wished..
really made my day when i read all of them..
even one farmville buddies wish me..
that was friendly of her..
hehhehe..
thanx again guys..
maybe ill do a bbq or a small gathering soon..
but not this soon..
maybe july 2nd..
some people maybe understand why..
fuck it..
my party..
hahaha :P

Theres no place like home

Scratch that title..in my situation my home is my hell!!..with all the drama happening i cant stand living in that house for one week..with no internet and the vibe there, pffttt~ i have to go away!!..im at college btw..never thought this place can give me some peace..surprisingly..

Things are not going so smooth there..day after day theres always someone complaining about some other people including me.*sigh* i can sense that 2010 is not a good year for me..there is only one thing good happening in this year though, that is my gf..thanx syg for being there for me :) seriously i can turn to anyone else this time..all my family is so fucked up now..cant take it anymore..i just cant wait for dila to come back :( 6 days to go..haih..

Most of them expect me to help out the family but what can i do? im still a student..even if i work part time i can help them financially..i have my own expenses..all they do is complain, they dont see it from my point of view..its hard..to be honest im falling here..i dont know how long i can stand all of this..hmmmm

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!

Oh my!!..its been awhile since i update my blog.
im just to lazy to update it.
yes same old reason.
by the way im just updating since i cant take it anymore!!!
i wanna let it all out..
let it go..
garrrr~~~

I hate the college internet
My house dont have internet
I dont have enough money to pay my road tax and insurance
My license is gonna expired next month
I eat once per day just to survive
I didnt answer with confidence for my tax exam
She used all her money already and i mean ALL
I fucking hate her
I hate my life

I hate my life

I hate my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finals result

Ill make it short for this post.
Just wanna share the outcome, LOL.
So anyways,I was being so lazy last semester.
Yea, eventhough i know i have to score some major gpa to increase my cgpa.

But alhamdulillah although i was being so lazy i managed to increase my cgpa.
And because of that i wanna say thank u to all the lecturers.
I really need that result. :)

So now i got it and im left with four subject to go and two semester to finish it.
Fortunately the final semester is a long semester
And by then i will have only two subjects to study.
Meaning i will have a lot of time next semester.
But i really wanna work now.
Seriously need the money :(

Im backkk!!

Sorry peeps for not updating my blog for so long. Well one of the reason is because i was super lazy and trying to enjoy my one month holiday recently. A lot have happened, good and bad. Lets start with the good things first shall we?

So holiday for one month. Yummy, for the first time i got myself one month holiday due to early exam. Spent most of the time with my sayang since both of us were on holiday at the same time. We went here and there, slept at her place most of the time since u know whats happening with me and my mum. Ill get to that later k? One more thing, i went to the british council education exhibition and got myself a interview with cardiff university and the guy from international office said that he'll try to make me an offer base on my previous result. Hopefully i get incase i didnt get any other offer. Im planning to apply to further my study to UK since HND is widely accepted there comparing to aussie. Pray for me so i can get the offer. I just cant wait to get out from this country. HAIH~

Now, for the drama. To update u guys, yes im still having drama with one of the resident back "home". And i thought things would get better but instead its worse now. I dont know when things will get better but luckily i still have my sisters that i can depend on and few of my friends that still have the courtesy of hearing my problems. Oh and not forgetting my dila :D Thanx sayang for being there for me. Me love u. heeee~ Another bad news though, im still unemployed!!! GARRR. How the hell they get jobs? I thought its gonna be easy. I wanna work in secret recipe but tak dapat :( Final place to find jobs will be seremban. Its kinda far but i need to make some sacrifice to get some money. HUH! Maybe im gonna go try and ask tomorrow or tuesday.

I need to start writing back though. Need to complete my personal statement for the ucas application. Need to have some kind of momentum so that i can write one hell of a personal statement so that they'll be amazed by me. LOL. Yea i know, need to correct a lot of my grammar though. I know its bad.

hello holiday :D

Look what my sayang gave me :D

Thanx sayang,ur so sweet but unfortunately i let u down on my last paper :(
I dont know why i just feel so lazy to study before the paper
and when i was in the exam hall
i was so blur and couldnt really answer it.
DAMN!

But as u know
i dont give up that easily.
So i crap, and crap and crap some more
If i dont get distinction or merit
Pass pun boleh la :P

Need to submit my assignment tomorrow morning.
And settle my mcs with ms shamima.
Hopefully i dont fail my attendance.
Repeating quality management??
NEVERRRR~~~

So my exams are totaly over.
Holiday starts now.
Gonna have 1 week rest and gonna start working soon.
Theres vacancy in 7-E college but dont think so im gonna work there.
its toooo close.
Malu..heh :P
Maybe ill try in mantin.
Not so many legenda student there.
hehehe

Peperiksaan akhir semester 3/2009

LOL, sound different when i put the title in BM. So anyways, exams starting this wednesday. Auditing is gonna be the first paper and i have to read about fraud and stuff. The second paper will be on the following day, Quality management. As usual gonna crap, crap and crap some more in the exam.

Oh shit!, i forgot to take my mc for quality management. I think i can do that tomorrow. It seems that my attendance percentage is only 65% meaning its not enough to pass :( Its not that i dont want to go class, its just that the lecturer hardly teach us due to her condition but still, notes can be a good alternative. Plus the lecturers dont really show our attendance percentage so i cant really control my attendance. If i know my attendance is bad, maybe ill stop skipping class that much. Haih.

When i dont have enough money, things that force us to use money always comes up :( Thanx alot!