I was listening to some songs

Oh my god! i knew this thing will happen sooner or later. And again, i guess it right! someone is jealous at me being close with lily. Let me reply u this:

I favor her because shes nice to hang out with and open minded. With you, your so shallow minded! so boring, and u like to shout, kalau your shout tu sedap dengar takpe la jugak. ini boleh pekak telinga i. my nottyness is my test whether my frens can keep up with me or not and you fail badly. tak pegang pn lagi u dah menjerit 1 klas. haish! but dont worry ziela, we can still be friends. :)

PS:im not scared of anything this includes u.

"who ever talks first, lose and thats not me"

New beginings.

Dont worry people. Nothing new in my life, i just wanna brag that ive renew my roadtax for dharmia and renew my license :D that means, no more Probation sticker on dharmia's forehead. Other than that, nothing new in my life. *sigh*

It feels so nice to renew my roadtax and my license by myself. Actualy before this, most of stuff is done by my mum coz im so lazy to do it and so lazy to ask around people. Thats why my mum is the one that go pay the bills and pay her monthly installment for her car. Me?, im just sitting at home and grow my balls :D

But when i do those things, it feels like im an adult. Oh wait, i am adult now. Im fucking 20!! so this is how it feels like to be 20. hahaha, well, theres always first time for everything. Thank god theres google and im good with the road. I didnt get lost while looking for the JPJ center thus, i learned some new roads to avoid the tol :)

Dont worry girls, im still flying solo, no new girlfriend or whatever. eh wait, just no new girlfriends :D but its ok, i dont mind if im single. I can still mingle aite? plus im not that financial stable to have a gf now. So im not in a hurry. Tons of timeeee....

"we live in a circle, theres no ending, just the begining"

Time to change

AAAAARRRRGGGHGHHHHH~~~ *screams like a woman* For your information, i have been sleeping alot this week and i dont sleep at the right time. I missed few of my class this week for the first time and in HND you cant miss class for more than 5 times otherwise youll get F for your final result. How cruel that is right? You can still get pass by doing a presentation or give mc for all your absence and thank god near my place got a clinic that sells mc :D

But that doesnt mean i can ponteng all i want. Im gonna be fucking broke if i did that. hehehe, So how to solve my sleeping problem? by making use of my insomniac problem. yes i didnt sleep the whole day today, well only for two hours and went to class.

I dont know why i have this kind of disease. Its so frustrating! i hope to have one goodnight sleep but instead i tumble and turning around on my bed for couple of hours and end up doing something else afterwards. *sigh*

Hopefully i can change my sleeping time quickly or im so gonna get F for some of my subjects. And i heard Mr tan is a bit strict in giving people A for his subject and showing up to his class can give him a good impression :) The class only started like 3 weeks and i missed one class for every subjects already, this in no good!!!

"i wanna go to class, its so nice"

Funs out, assignment in!

Its the third week of the semester and just recently my friend told me that Business environment and Managing accounting classes will begin this week since there was no lecturer to teach both of the subjects. Talk about last minute study! GGRRR~~~

Suet ling told me her class will commence next week pulak. Poor her, i know shes dying to start class. HEHEH, you go miss einstein :P By the way, received my Business decision making assignment already but i cant start it yet because its a group assignment so i have for others to divide our tasks. Here we go again! Soon, you'll hear me crapping about the assignments. Wait for it.....

"De javu people, assignements!!~~"

Sunburst updates...

It was saturday and i woke up at 12.30 pm. My sister called and asking what time im coming back to cheras. She said i have to be there before 1.30 but when i reach home at 2, she didnt even shower yet and said we're going out at 3.30 pulak. Cam sial! But ok la, i had some time to rest and watch tv :D

4pm we reached at my 1st sister house and drank some beers before we head out to bukit kiara. Both my sisters was furios because erykah badu cancel her concert due to some personal reasons my ass!. We meet up with riduan at the parking space and drank some red argentinian wine he brought with him. Sempat lagi... and smoke some pot. Well, not me la, my sisters and riduan did. i met with raoul and asye on the way to take my ticket. Didnt expect to meet them there.

We went in at 6 something and our first stop was at Tuborg booth. LOL, drank few cups of beer and listening to estranged performance from there. Then we head off to the field to watch nidji perform. We jumped, we screamed and we danced! After the show, we bought some food for dinner at one of the booth and smoke somemore pot and drink some beer. Oh ya, met with fahanis there with her friend, anis or alia. I forgot, i was a bit tipsy back then. hehe.

Then, comes the nerd performance!!!, thats when the real concert begins. Their performance was not bad and i like most of the songs now. Back then all i know is only one song from their latest album i think. Pharell was cool and being responsbible with the crowd and mocking some securities and photographer. After nerd's performance, we decided to go back cause my sister was very stoned and the other one was tired.

Not me though, After i sent my sister back home, i called caped and rendezvous with him at darus, subang. I wasnt that tired but i had headache due to the beers. Hehe, hung out with caped, syu and nysa. I manage train my pool skill with caped. And as i can predicted, i can play 8 ball well but 9 ball? i need some training!!! after ac we hung out at mcd for breakfast and went back home. Reached home at 6am. Conclusion, i was out about 15 hours. GILA!!!

Pictures will be posted in myspace soon, have to wait for my sister to upload it :D

"beers+ganja+wine+kfc=one rocking concert!"

Pool and Sunburst..

So played my first pool tournament just now. As you all predicted, i lost at the first round. Haha, hello! its my first tournament! Cut me some slack la, i was nervous and shaking half of the game. But no worries, im not dissapointed. i had fun! met new people. maybe next time if i met that guy, we can rematch. hehehe, And i lost 7-4 to him. thats not bad right?

Its ok shapeq!, ill be back next month. I know the feeling already joining a competition. So hopefully next time i dont have butterfly in my belly. Cant wait for next month!! April, come quickly!

My opponent played some nice plessing but i was playing some kick ass trickshot. I think i played a beautiful game just now. LOL, sorry for being a bit vain. :P After the game, called up my sister and said that im going to sunburst!!. Im not that excited coz i dont know some of the band there and not really a big fan of korn, eryka badu and nerd. I only know some of their songs only.

"Win or lose, i still win"

Pool or sunburst???

In exactly 3 hours, i will play my first pool tournament in nilai. Just for experience i joined the competition. And giving myself a chance to compete with other people. I also wanna see how good am i at pool. Plus the champion prize money is rm500 bucks. And as some people know, i am short of money now. LOL. Win or lose i dont care. The experience matters to me most :)

On the other hand, My sister got me tickets to sunburst tomorrow. But the competition last for 2 days. So if i lose today's game, i can still make it to sunburst for tomorrow. If i win the pool tournament, ill be 500 bucks richer. So any other way, ill still win :D but i dont wanna get greedy. Im just gonna go with the flow. hehehe

wish me luck!

"its not the destination that matters, its the journey"

Art material hunt...

caped: ku perlukan pertolongan mu nanti
shapeq: mengapa?
caped: barang yg hendak ku beli tiada disini dan harus dibeli di luar
shapeq: ko nak bli ape?
caped: alatan melukis

I think negeri sembilan has the least art shop in the country. We thought of going to kl to find caped art material but it was too far and it was rush hour so we dont want to get stuck in the jam. Our first option was to find it seremban and of all the shops there, not one shop supply art material. Stupid! if i were to open art shop, i think i could be millionaire there :P

Finally we went to jusco seremban and bought some of the stuff at popular. And some of the stationery is a bit fuck up too. But he had to buy it anyway. With not enough material, we went to nilai to search for it but all the shops do not have the thingy. Thank god caped's art lecturer is understanding and said that she would supply some of the material.

I dont wanna be vain but caped chose the right guy to go find the shops. As some people know, i am good with the road. i mean i know most of the road here and kl :P hahaha, I love my brain...

"Millionaire in seremban? i wish!"

Legenda's internet connection sucks!!!

Have i mentioned that my college internet sucks like hell? They block the limewire download and the most important thing they block is viewing the pictures in myspace.

To whom it may concern,

Did you know that the student in this college is increasing drastically? And you still dont bother to boost your internet connection for the student! by the way, stop blocking myspace pictures!! how the hell i want to whether the chicks that add me at myspace is hot or not?

And how the hell i want to comment my friends pictures when im fucking bored like now? Some people cant sleep in this college you know! For instance, me! i have insomnia! and i want to comment my friends' pictures and upload mine as well. Stop blocking youtube as well! i wanna watch something stupid and silly there. Cant sleep causing me to do some stupid things.

Thank you for you anticipation!

Insomnia Attacks~~

Haiya! i cant get any good time sleep nowadays and in the future i guess?. I dont know why i have trouble sleeping at night. I envy my roomate and caped. Once they got their self on the bed, terus zzzzz. Thats fucking unfair! why cant i be like that?

When i cant sleep, i cant get up for class the next day. When i dont go to class, ill flung my class just like that. gggrrrr~~~ Sometimes, if i sleep later than my roomate, i have to bare the snores that my roomate is making but after two years sleeping with him, i think im imune to it already and sometimes i laugh all by myself just listening to his snoring orchestra. LOL :P

Im having headaches now and i couldnt sleep! i wanna wake up early tomorow, need to study for the quiz Mrs ng giving us. If only i can sleep easily. Now i dont know what to do. Call someone? hello!, its 2.50 in the am!! nak kene maki? *sigh*

"Go away insomnia, GO!!!~~"

Sunburst!!!!

Newsflash people! my sister just called just now and told me that she got one extra ticket to sunburst. Muahahaha, and lucky im their brother so im gonna get the tickets then. :D But she said it depends on how well i behave to them. But no worries, for sunburst, ill be a good ass kisser for a few days. HEHE!!~~

That reminds me i have to clean the top floor this weekend. DAMN! or i might not go there. :/ Just posting this to make some people jealous. LOL, and sorry pacad, only one ticket is available.

"i guess this is my year, captain"

Thanx dad..

The other day i posted about a problem i had with one of my family member. Then few days back, i called my dad to ask him for some money. But he was in kuantan so he couldnt give me the money. This time when i asked him for some money, hes like really2 want to give me the money. When i told him i was going back to college, he was like "shit, then how im gonna give u the money?"

Well, he didnt say like that, im just exaggerating it. Hehehe, but somehow it makes me feel kinda good that he really have the courtesy to go through all the trouble to give me the money (the trouble was banking in the money) but still, before this hes not like this. I have to go to his house to meet him and have some meaningless conversation for half an hour, get the money and get out.

He called me the next day and said that he banked in the money already and he still got time to kid around with me. That was like the first time he did that since god knows when. I know its a small thing but me and my dad hardly have a proper conversation and to kidding around with him is impossible. Its not that hes strict or whatsoever, hes just to straight forward sometimes. I hope he change from now on, i liked the guy i talked to on the phone the other. Hes different :)

"I was dissapointed u chose that decision but i miss u"

Crush

Yup yup! i have a crush! but wait, i always like every girl without tudung even i dont know them. But ok, this is one for real. But the bad part is shes so far away from me. About 150-170km far. And i dont like long distance relationship. Its just too dull, no action and when u have a problem with each other, u cant confront it face to face but through phone only. Sigh!

Oh well, like i always say, i got nothing but time. All i can do is wait, plus theres no else in line so why not wait right. If not, hopefully next year i can go to somewhere where there will be tons of hot chicks. aha aha :D

"long distance relationship is just to dull for me"

Birthday man!

Happy birthday dude!

Before the dinner

After the dinner

This is kamil and on 12th of march, he turns 20. I met him two hours before the surprise party. He told me that he didnt celebrate and there was no party or dinner what so ever. Well he didnt know that his gf, alya planned a suprise party for him. and I almost spoil the suprise :P

Alya came all the way from segamat johor just to do this suprise party. I know! how sweet! And i have to fetch alya from seremban. Damn u seremban! i got lost there. The road there is almost the same. Total confusion! but being lost is good, teach u some new roads u dont know :D Now seremban is like the back of my head. hahaha :P

Anyway, kamil, happy birthday dude and sorry no present. heh, i wish u the best in ur life and take care alya for me yea :D

First week!

The other day i posted about the first day of class. Now i want to post about the first week :D but dont expect im gonna post on the first month. I dont think so i can recall what happen the whole month. Maybe i can but too lazy to think about it :P

Well the first week was ok. Suddenly lily became hyper active and wanted to do all the free sports. I mean she refuse to play the one we have to pay like bowling etc. So all of us have been playing tennis and basketball. Nad was abit aggresive though when playing basketball, u might want to team up with her if u dont to get aggresive with her. LOL!

And lily is so addicted with left4dead. She played once and she wants some more! Camner nie caped? hahaha, Everynight we planned to play left4dead but its a new game and most cc dont have that game. And the game itself is kinda heavy, i mean the graphics and all that.

The class was not bad actually, Business decision making involves number and lots of em. But i like numbers, it keeps my brain functioning well not like essays and making up story which bores me and make me feel like throwing up sometimes. Mr. bala's class is fun, he likes to do some funny jokes unlike mr. ang and all the subject he teachs is fun as well. Ill be searching some advertising agencies to start off his class. Hopefully he asks us to some advertisment. Hehehe.

Two more of my subject dont have the lecturer yet so i dont know how its gonna turn up. Hopefully the lecturer is not that bad. I want to score again for this semester. and for the next semester and the next and the next......

"Exercise makes u healthy, when ur healthy, ull be happy and ull die happy :D"

First day!

Today was the first day of class. Ms shamima class was dull as usual, after 10 minutes Nad started to get bored and sleepy. I was excited though. Im describing as if this was my first day of class. LOL, now i am excited but after we got all the assignment, then ull see how stress i will be soon. But like L said, "we are learning, stress is inavitable", did i spell it right? hehehe, honestly, i didnt shower just now. Muahaha, the water was so cold but dont worry i did that after class already :)

But dont think that im gonna blog everyday about the class. How boring right. Waiting for something exciting things to happen in this semester. But only time will tell :D havent know whats my result yet. But gonna check it soon, maybe this evening. Wish me luck!!

By the way im gonna start mixing some songs, on the way to become DJ Q! hahaha, any other interesting name? let me know :)

Ok scratch the dj thingy. Its fucking hard! i have to set the equalizer and effects. Damn! but im using the promo version. And they give 60mins to try out. Who mix songs in 60 mins? bodoh! gonna find another software soon :D

"shes wearing tudung now, not my type anymore"

Movie week!

The holidays kicked off at a dull level. When clubbing though with SL once and turn down eshia's invitation to go clubbing again. Its not that i dont want to, i have to save some money also. *reminder: im not that rich ok* The rest of the holidays was filled with hang out at home sweet home with ps2 all day long and some game of pools with the subang clan. SH is getting better now at pool, L, watch out! :D

Then comes the final week of holiday, A friend of mine ask me to teman her shopping somewhere in kl on wednesday. Bought her the stuff she wants and then watch Street fighter before we come back home.

on saturday, another friend of mine invited me to go watch movies as well. We went to pavilion and watch sex drive. Damn funny movie but will be funnier if they dont cut some of the scene. *advice to the people who havent watch it: just buy the dvd, save u the money and can watch some uncut scene :D* The night ended with some spectacular scene :D

Today was outing day with L and SH. The plan was to go out with L,SH,P,me and S but someone woke up late today and turns out only me,L and Sh will be going out together. In other word, Legendarian day out :P We watched 7 pounds just now. The movie was kinda slow but the ending is a bit sad la. But i still dont understand why the title is 7 pounds. LOL, then out of nowhere we went to a cc and played left4dead. Cool game but would be cooler if we can hear the zombie screaming and shouting and not listening to L shouting. HAHAHA, kidding :P

"she was aggresive+i was dominated=success :D"

New semester!

Went back to mantin on thursday to register and check my result. Phew! I got A for my financial reporting but B for my human resource management. Im a bit dissapointed though. I thought i could score hrm but i couldnt. What to do? no one to blame, its my fault by the way. I pass up my assignment like one week late. Mane tak kan?

Hopefully i can increase my cgpa with that result. Haven't check the cgpa yet, the lecturer was kinda busy that day training some new trainee. Im gonna check it next week though! Cant wait! My target now is 3.60 by the end of the course. Make it or not, i tried though :D

So this semester subjects will include sales planning, quality management, business decision making and promotions & advertising kot. I forgot and i left the timetable in the car. Couple of those subject will be taught by ms shamima. Damn this lecturer! i dont like her! she likes to gives tons of unimportant work. Its good that she ask us to do tons of research but we're not doing her assignments only. theres like another 2 subject also. It will be damn tired having this lecturer teach u. And the bad thing is, i always get C or C+ for her class and thats not good for me!!

Like it or not, i have to try my best! Australia!!~~ hot chicks!!~~ RMIT!!~~ wait for me!!~~~

"Tons of new student and 3 new business lecturers, i like :D"

Family portrait

March begin with a family crisis. Im not gonna tell why we have this kind of situation but i just feel like spill it out here. Just to release it. U know what they say if u keep in ur problems they can make u crazy sometimes.

Anyway, the air in the house is not the same as before. This fight was huge between us and her. We tried to explain to her but she wouldnt listen. She rather be on her side of the line than standing with us. Oh well, shes like that, we cant do anything anymore, we did what we could. Its been one week now and the awkwardness makes it even worse.

Its not easy to live in one house with the one we fought. its easy with a small fight but this one, this is huge and totaly different kind of story. I just cant wait to go back to college and just leave all this behind. I dont like to think about it. It makes me feel kesian at her but what to do? shes so f-ing stubborn!

Hopefully she doesnt do anything like the past. Who wants to see our own flesh suffer?

"it doesnt make u happy but we do"

Elvis is in the building!

Im sorry people for not updating my blog for quite some time. I was struck by bad laziness and my sister borrowed my laptop to watch some of the series i downloaded. Holiday been plain though but not to worry, class gonna start soon! huhuhuh. Cant wait! Im gonna update my blog a little longer next time. Gonna go to bed now. Good night! oh wait, its morning already. Good morning then! :D