Theres no place like home

Scratch that title..in my situation my home is my hell!!..with all the drama happening i cant stand living in that house for one week..with no internet and the vibe there, pffttt~ i have to go away!!..im at college btw..never thought this place can give me some peace..surprisingly..

Things are not going so smooth there..day after day theres always someone complaining about some other people including me.*sigh* i can sense that 2010 is not a good year for me..there is only one thing good happening in this year though, that is my gf..thanx syg for being there for me :) seriously i can turn to anyone else this time..all my family is so fucked up now..cant take it anymore..i just cant wait for dila to come back :( 6 days to go..haih..

Most of them expect me to help out the family but what can i do? im still a student..even if i work part time i can help them financially..i have my own expenses..all they do is complain, they dont see it from my point of view..its hard..to be honest im falling here..i dont know how long i can stand all of this..hmmmm

Deja vu

Oh my effing god!.
She fucking did it again!!.
Just when things was going smoothly and peacefully.
She started to do the same things like before.

WOMAN, PLEASE STOP BEING SO VULNERABLE.
WOMAN, PLEASE STOP BEING SO STUPID.
WOMAN, PLEASE STOP BEING SO BLIND.
AND FINALLY, WOMAN, JUST STOP THIS NONSENSE.
YOUR MAKING PEOPLE LIKE ME GO CRAZY!!!!!

I dont know why she is so stubborn?!!
Im sick and tired with all this bullshit!!
The same old bullshit everytime pulak tu!!
I tell you, i know its not good to make u cry.
But sometimes things need to be handle by extreme measure.
I know we just celebrate raye recently but somethings need to be done so that she will realize that all of this crap is a big joke for her.

Someone is gonna explode this weekend =(

Ups & Downs

Things aren't going so smoothly in life right now. And yet, still a lot of my friends ask me hows life and shit. Well to tell you the truth, its not that good. at one time, im thinking about 3 or 4 things to do. Yes, sometimes i looked happy but honestly im not. There's a lot in my mind now.

Tons of assignments on my table that need to be done, couple of them due next week and college is not helping that much by having problem with the internet connection. I have to wait till i got back to then only i can do my assignments. Yes i can do it with books but sorry, i dont really like to be in the library, staring at all the books just makes me sleepy. Well need to be more discipline with my timing and i bet i can finish it by this sunday. Hopefully.

Theres a lot more but why share if theres no one has the solution. pfft~