FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!

Oh my!!..its been awhile since i update my blog.
im just to lazy to update it.
yes same old reason.
by the way im just updating since i cant take it anymore!!!
i wanna let it all out..
let it go..
garrrr~~~

I hate the college internet
My house dont have internet
I dont have enough money to pay my road tax and insurance
My license is gonna expired next month
I eat once per day just to survive
I didnt answer with confidence for my tax exam
She used all her money already and i mean ALL
I fucking hate her
I hate my life

I hate my life

I hate my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

To be lifeless or strong, that is the question

Today someone called me and told me he is in penang
Playing black jack, gambling i assume.
What else you were doing in hard rock hotel.

In my heart, i was like WTF bastard?
You were in kl and u didnt tell me.
And the next thing i know, you're in penang gambling?

I know why u dont wanna tell me you were here.
I know ur scared that ill ask something from u that u dont want to give.
I know u can but u dont want to.
Thats why you've been avoiding me all this while.

I was suppose to be imune from all this crap already
This is not your first time doing this
But yet im still sad.

I dont like u anymore.
I dont care bout u anymore.
FUCK YOU!
Just fuck off and die will u?
Thought of relying on u
But now i can see it clearly, i cant.

Its hard enough that i have to deal with the current problem.
And u just make it worst for me.
Thanx alot.

Ups & Downs

Things aren't going so smoothly in life right now. And yet, still a lot of my friends ask me hows life and shit. Well to tell you the truth, its not that good. at one time, im thinking about 3 or 4 things to do. Yes, sometimes i looked happy but honestly im not. There's a lot in my mind now.

Tons of assignments on my table that need to be done, couple of them due next week and college is not helping that much by having problem with the internet connection. I have to wait till i got back to then only i can do my assignments. Yes i can do it with books but sorry, i dont really like to be in the library, staring at all the books just makes me sleepy. Well need to be more discipline with my timing and i bet i can finish it by this sunday. Hopefully.

Theres a lot more but why share if theres no one has the solution. pfft~