Help! im in hell

This week is the final week for the sememster, yeay!! yea right yeay!! why? since this the final week, lecturers have place the assignments due date in this week. YEA!! 3 out of 4 assigment i have to pass it up in this week. Meaning im in hell temporary for this week. ROARRR~~

Some people know how lazy i can be sometimes and how slow i can go. Doing this assignment making me feel more malas!!~ cant wait for this weekend though. AAR concert with my baby! wohoo~

So the chance of me working this holiday is high! Things are not getting better, it still the same like before and she hasnt call me yet but just text me about the party my cousins are throwing. Like i care and gonna go.

My sister advise me to work in chillis this holiday. She said the pay is good and she know someone that can help me to get a job there. But its so far from college :( And im scared i wont be able to carry the tray. hahaha, u know how big the tray can be in chillis and knowing me, im skinny and dont have that much energy. lol. But no worries, ill try to work out this couple of weeks and hope i can do it. Plus if im working at chillis, i can learn to mix some drink with the bartender and it would be a useful experience if im goin to uk. Then i can go work at a bar there, well thats what my sister ask me to do. Its a good idea though. We'll see how it goes :)

Damn!

I just noticed that today is the 22nd already meaning i have to send one assignment tomorrow :(
I guess this happiness makes me forgot about stuff.
I like!
But in some situation its not good.
Like now!
I need to complete my draft by today so that i can show it to the lecturer.
Takkan nak tunjuk esok pagi??
Righttt~

Havent sleep yet since last night.
I dont know when im gonna sleep.
But i hope i can finish it by noon today.
Get my sleep and start doing quality management pulak :(
GARRR~~

Just when im having fun,
there is always obstacle.
haih~

Cleaning time, woot woot

So the gf has cleaned up her room last thursday. And tonight is my time to shine. Yea, shine while covered with dust? EIUW!~ Been planning to clean up my house, my room and my toilet for so long now but why didnt i do it sooner? well, just when i was about to clean up the house, theres always other better plan to do. For example, meeting her :D

Unfortunately i have to do assignment draft tonight for two assignments :( but before i do that, i have to clean the house, especially when the maintenance people came to the house today and fix my kitchen sink. They know how to do their work but dont know how to clean it up afterwards. GRRR~~

I got my broom, my mop, and my sponge all ready, the cleaning starts now.......

Urgh~~ im broke!

Yes people i am broke. My wallet is getting thinner this few days and i have about a week to go before i can get my monthly allowance. :( To make things worse, i have dentist appointment this saturday. SHIT!!

The WOMAN is on silent treatment and the MAN is broke. The WOMAN has cut off my allowance and i know i wont getting any from the MAN. Pfftt~~ im on my own now.

And and to make things even worse, i need to change dharmia tires since its "botak" already. But luckly beyonce concert has been postponed and i can use the ticket money to go and change her tires.

Got penang trip with the boys next month. That will be last time im using my study money. Haih!

Seriously i need to get a job soon, that is after i have all my fun. >.<

That Special Someone :)

Cupid has shoot his arrow and hit my butt this time cause im falling for someone now. And its for real. I couldnt believe it either but it happens. It was on 3rd october, saturday, close to midnight when i first saw this girl. I was at a club somewhere in sunway celebrating my friend's pre birthday party. After the party we head off to mamak for late midnight snacks, I was planning to ask for her number but knowing me, i was too shy to ask but got her number the next day though from my friend.

We texted and msn with each other from daylight to midnight and surprisingly although we do this everyday, we always have something to talk about. The common things we have? hahaha, im not gonna start on that, listing it down could take months to finish it. Yea, all i can say is we have alot in common and i mean ALOT.

Last week was interesting though, Its interesting because we know now that we like each other. It was one of those random moments where random question was asked u know. How do i feel about it? Its not how i feel actually, but more like what did i do? Honestly i was jumping on my chair and screaming alone in the house. The scream of joy, oh now i know what that feels like.

Several days after that confession, i know shes the one for me. I cant help but wait until i meet her to ask that "question". I dont want it to be on msn or text or on call. I want it to be face to face. Just pure reality and no digital. That aint my style anymore.

It was on sunday or should i say monday morning and I was at her place. I was pretty nervous and was waiting for the right moment to ask the question. Couldnt wait any longer so i pop the question, "can i be your boyfriend" and apparently she said yes.

So there it is, im officially unavailable. Yes! after quite sometime being single, im not now. Shafique is no longer available except for her.

I was so happy, insanely happy, excited you name it, i got it all and im still happy, i told my bestfriend bout us when i first reached college yesterday morning and she couldnt believe it too.

I miss her already, miss her smell and i miss watching her mixing milo with hot water :D

19/10/09, thats the date
Aldila Riztiane,
Im officially urs.
And im glad to be urs cause in this situation.
You're the only one that makes me smile, happy and forget about everything else

I like you, i like u ALOT!!~~

Can things be from bad to worst?

Can things get any worse than this?.Hmm, let me think, YEA!! My sister called just now when im in class. Right at that moment i saw her number,i kn0w something is not right. And my guess is once again, CORRECT! 'She' did it again, doing her stupid stuff once again.

OMG!!. Im so mad at her. I was being happy and hype up today due to what happen the night before and suddenly this thing showed up and destroy all my happy mood. Can october be so bad this year?. All the ghost, can u stop giving me bad karma? And when this problem show up, then only 'he' want to talk to me and complain about 'her'. WTF? first u ditched me, then now u want to complain bout her to me? ARRRGGGHHHH~~~

Im tired, im stress, i just cant take this anymore and i know my sisters feel the same way too. I got assignment to pass up, got exam to study and these things just make it worse to do so.

Msn today and my sister told me that beyonce's concert is postponed! wtf? i was waiting for that concert for a while now. Im so gonna get drunk this weekend. I dont care~~~

To be lifeless or strong, that is the question

Today someone called me and told me he is in penang
Playing black jack, gambling i assume.
What else you were doing in hard rock hotel.

In my heart, i was like WTF bastard?
You were in kl and u didnt tell me.
And the next thing i know, you're in penang gambling?

I know why u dont wanna tell me you were here.
I know ur scared that ill ask something from u that u dont want to give.
I know u can but u dont want to.
Thats why you've been avoiding me all this while.

I was suppose to be imune from all this crap already
This is not your first time doing this
But yet im still sad.

I dont like u anymore.
I dont care bout u anymore.
FUCK YOU!
Just fuck off and die will u?
Thought of relying on u
But now i can see it clearly, i cant.

Its hard enough that i have to deal with the current problem.
And u just make it worst for me.
Thanx alot.

Deeparaya...

Just got back from my deeparaya openhouse. Oh my god, i just realised that im at home EARLY on saturday night!!. Its only 11.20 and im at home!!.GARRRR~~ This has never happen to me before :( My life has officially changed over this past two weeks. haih! "relax la shafique, baru one day"

Woke up at 1.30 today and my normal routine after waking up, 1 cigarette and sitting infront of the laptop till i drop. Well not drop since i got couple of openhouse to go today. First openhouse was at semenyih, Afiq's house. Your mama punye spaghetti sedap bangat! or maybe i was just very hungry since i didnt eat anything since i woke up. Two rounds of his mom's spaghetti and im full! It was delicious though.

Then planned to meet up with the boys at cheras after afiq's house but unfortunately most of them were outstation but i only hung out with one of them. Planning about penang trip. And my friend, ezwan decided to bring his gf. Woi!!, mane boleh!!. We've planned already that it was gonna be all balls and no chicks! Get with the program dude!

I realised that its deepavali and called up some friend since i cant get through to nic. Thought of meeting her but i bet she must be busy with her new bf or something. Called up some friend and my friend is already at my other friend's house eating. MOFO! Jump into my car and drove back to semenyih since i know there will be some alcohol drinks there. HEEEE, its been awhile :D Had nasi and kari ayam there, with rendang kambing and ikan ape ntah. But it was good. Free food is always good. HAHA.

You know what boys do during weekend at home. We watch foooottttbaaaalllll~~~ Was drinking whiskey while watching football at his house with all his uncle and cousins. Although most of the time they speak hindu, but we had fun. Chelsea lost though :( of all the games. FUCK!~

Now im at home, alone as usual, updating my blog, listening to house/techno music on saturday night. My house=home made club. *sigh*

Cant wait for next weekend. Beyonce knowles, Im comingggg~~~~

Degree?

As some people know i was planning to continue my studies in aussie but you know what they say "things dont go the way we plan it". After consulting with my sister. I think im gonna continue my degree in the UK. I know its expensive there but HND which im taking now its a lot easier to continue there. Rather than searching for a university in aussie that can accept HND.

Another reason? My grandad have a place there, so if im on holiday or something, i can live there although i know there are few strict rules i have to obey when living there. Ahh, you know how grumpy old people can be :P and my brother in law parents is living there as well. So i can go visit them on christmas or something.

Yes its expensive there, but my sister said shes gonna help me find sponsor. So what the fuck right? All i have to do is study and get good grades :) In uk, chelsea is gonna be there. WOHHOOO~~ and i have always dreaming to go eurotripping. European chicks=heaven!!~~

Checked british council website already and thank god im in time. They're gonna do uk education exhibition mid of next month. So gonna ask my brother in law what good university to study there and check them out next month. And as usual, i dont want to go alone and i know who to invite :D LZ!!. ur gonna be my partner in crime for this :)

Assignment la....

Sent my second auditing assignment just now. FUH, finaly that boring assignment is complete. Cant help it but i was forced to copy most of the text from the textbook. The assignment requires a lot of facts. What do u think i can do?. Just make up story and make the lecturer go coo-coo?

Thats done for Auditing. No more assignment for that subject but final exam next month. haih! other subject? here are the information for your viewing pleasure:

• Sales planning operation = 23/10/09
• quality management = 22/10/09 (date might change due to change of lecturer)
• business project = 29/10/09

Oh yea, before i can enjoy my weekend. I have to complete it first. Gosh! how annoying. Busy or not busy, i know i can do it in time. Especially when all of the assignment is a group assignment. I just hope my groupmate doing the same thing as i am. Cant afford to postpone the submission date again.

A friendly advise

As some people know, im very close with my second sister.

Ting!
Yea,This is her, ignore me, i just got out from prison when we took this picture

When both of us were small, we used to fight with each other.
LOL, well, thats what we do when we're young.
Bully the smallest in the family.
I used to bully my younger sister too back in the days.
But now i just couldnt careless.
I do what i wanna do in my house.

So anyways, since im very close to her.
we share a lot of things together.
shes the one that recommend me what to drink .
She tells me where to go club and where not to.
Shes so cool.
thats why im closer to her.
She share her problem while i share mine.
Probably gonna stay with her if i can afford. LOL

If i know a girl, she will be the first to know.
she decide who i date.
because people, im a family man. :P
family know whats best for us.

I sound so family man.
HAHAAHA

Exam docket!

Was so effing boring just now doing my auditing assignment, yea, its not finished yet.
Got a bit more to do but tons of research.
I dont like facts! Its so boring and book oriented.
Cant even use my own word to explain it.
I can but its just to hard to make up your own word.
Ok2, back to the main story.
Took my exam docket and my exam will be on 4th and 5th
Wohhoooo!!~ meaning one month of holiday
yea, wohoo to who is going home.
Me? I think im gonna stuck here for the holidays.
For those who knew already what happened to me know the story.
So i guess im gonna stay here for a month.
Wow! for the first time i got a one month break, im gonna stuck here in college.
How pathetic can my life be?
But dont think so im gonna just sit around here for one month.
I think im gonna get a job and just start working till i graduate.
If things are still the same like now.
If not, i think ill just go back to my home then.

Wish me luck

The weekend

Weekend was spent with old and new friends :) I didnt do much on friday though except stay home and complete my auditing draft till 4 something. Friday night i went to giant alone as usual to buy some groceries in case i get hungry at night, Gonna gain weight remember? Cant afford to left my stomach empty. XD

Although raya fever has gone off, the openhouse are still on and there were 6 open house during that weekend but i can only afford to go 5. Sorry yana, was really tired and sleepless. Saturday was spent with them, which most of them are not in the same class as me but we are in the same orientation years back. Went three house that saturday, kick off with paan's house in seri kembangan at lunch time. YEAY, free lunch :D

Then we head off to kinrara area which im not very familiar and excited to know new places. One more area added in my GPS brain. LOL. Food was awesome, Lakse at paan's house, then nasi ayam at wafi's and mee kari at min's. My stomach was so full i got hungry back at 2am.

After those openhouses, i went to bukit jelutong to meet up with the old buddies. Naim, pacad, ranie and ayan. Just drink at mamak and catching up. Its been awhile since i hang out with them. Then i thought of going back to college but someone ask the question that i do usually reject. "wanna meet up or something?" So we hung out till dawn, took her for a little tour at 5 which is a lil bit weird since i dont live there. :D

Sunday!, got back to college around 7 and i almost sleep in the car while driving on the way back but i dont sleep that easily so yea, reached college safely and straight to bed. Someone called me at 11 am and after couldnt get my sleep balik. GARRR~~
Got online for abit while waiting the clock to reach 2pm because that was the time im leaving my house to continue my openhouse spree. First house was at kajang, nisa's house and kitty's at bangi. Thank god it was in that area, i mean the area which is near to my college. Got to start saving and got no more money to go further than my college. As usual, at kitty's house, paku was there and as usual i have prepare myself for the expected and just ignore that bastard and his gorilla.

Got back at 7 and was freaking tired, canceled with yana since i got no more energy to go anywhere else. Thought of resting my eyes for a sec but i accidentally overslept till the next morning without touching a bit on my auditing assignment. Got 12 hours of sleep and felt great the next day until i remembered that i have to pass up auditing that day :(

Unintended meetings

The other day i was hungry and sleepy at the same time. I dont know whether to sleep first or to buy food. I said to myself "okay just sleep first then ill eat something when i wake up". Turn out i cant sleep because i was quite hungry at that time. So start my car and head off to beranang to pack food alone as usual. Got there and couple of my classmate were there eating as well. Not that i dont like them or anything. I just feel awkward with them abit for what they have done to me last year.

Im still trying to forgive them but i will not forgive them that fast. Thats just not me, once u did something to me, the pain is gone but the scar wont. So anyways they invited me to eat together since they saw me all alone. And one of them invited me to his openhouse this sunday. I might come if i dont have any plans or anything. Its not good to not come when people invite u for their openhouse. I know that jackass will be there but oh well ive imune myself to be in one place with the person that i dont like. Sometimes we just have to improvise and adapt the environment.

Made

Actually i dont wanna be made, i just wanna gain weight. Im sick of being thin and research shows that 20 years old men should have the weight above 50kg. And guess what? my weight is just 49kg >.<

Ive given myself 3 months, yup till end of this year to gain about 5 or 10 kg. I dont know how to do it but im just gonna try. Its about time i gain my weight and have proper body shape :D Not showing my bones. LOL

The race starts now and by end of december ill show the outcome. Hope i gain weight, wish me luck :)

New look

Remember one of my last month post? the list that i need to do?. yea, saturday morning i did one of it which is rearranging the furniture in my room. I was bored and couldnt sleep so why not change since ive planned it already. I went out that friday night with syu and met caped and his friends. How i adore them, PFFFTTT~~

Back to the main topic got back like 3something if im not mistaken and couldnt sleep till subuh. My mum went out early in the morning to find my sister a cat. GREAT! one more useless animal in the house. Haih! Start moving the furniture at 8 and i thought i can finish it by 12 so that i can get some sleep cause saturday night i got plans with nicole and everyone else. Nak mati tak tdo and pegi club? righttt~~

So anyways, my sister was sleeping in her room upstairs. So i need to move all the things as quiet as possible. Konon nye nak wat surprise when she wakes up everything will be normal but unfortunately tak sempat. At about 12 something i just dont have the energy to lift things up or do anything else. And my back ache like hell!!. Let me remind u that i did all this by myself. I changed my bed to queen size bed. The worst thing is not carrying down the bed but instead the mattress. YUP! they are really heavy and if uve been to my house, to coordinate through the stairs is kinda complicated.

When my sister woke up she was like "what the fuck afiq?" LOL, i explained to her and she asked me how did i bring down the chest. With skill, anything can happen, hahaha. I took some picture to show my new room. like i said, i was bored :D

This is my previous room. As u can see its kinda messy :P

I was cleaning my closet as well and i found this tshirt given to me by one of my ex. Funny

As u can see this is when the room is empty but behind the camera? havoc!

This is whats happening behind the camera, tumpang my younger sister room
and the tv area infront of my room >.< Aha! look at how much dust my room produce, no wonder ade org slalu selsema when sleeping over at my house. Mind the cat, die mmg penyibuk :D

This is my new room now, not much different like before but yea. Anything new works for me :)

Last but not least my new bed :D actually its new, its my sister but since shes not staying here, i figure i take her bed and replace mine for her room/guest room.

All my friends! now we all can sleep in my room instead my living room, LOL i have a bigger bed now. Slumber party at my house after exams. HAHAHA~~