Unintended meetings

The other day i was hungry and sleepy at the same time. I dont know whether to sleep first or to buy food. I said to myself "okay just sleep first then ill eat something when i wake up". Turn out i cant sleep because i was quite hungry at that time. So start my car and head off to beranang to pack food alone as usual. Got there and couple of my classmate were there eating as well. Not that i dont like them or anything. I just feel awkward with them abit for what they have done to me last year.

Im still trying to forgive them but i will not forgive them that fast. Thats just not me, once u did something to me, the pain is gone but the scar wont. So anyways they invited me to eat together since they saw me all alone. And one of them invited me to his openhouse this sunday. I might come if i dont have any plans or anything. Its not good to not come when people invite u for their openhouse. I know that jackass will be there but oh well ive imune myself to be in one place with the person that i dont like. Sometimes we just have to improvise and adapt the environment.

Made

Actually i dont wanna be made, i just wanna gain weight. Im sick of being thin and research shows that 20 years old men should have the weight above 50kg. And guess what? my weight is just 49kg >.<

Ive given myself 3 months, yup till end of this year to gain about 5 or 10 kg. I dont know how to do it but im just gonna try. Its about time i gain my weight and have proper body shape :D Not showing my bones. LOL

The race starts now and by end of december ill show the outcome. Hope i gain weight, wish me luck :)

New look

Remember one of my last month post? the list that i need to do?. yea, saturday morning i did one of it which is rearranging the furniture in my room. I was bored and couldnt sleep so why not change since ive planned it already. I went out that friday night with syu and met caped and his friends. How i adore them, PFFFTTT~~

Back to the main topic got back like 3something if im not mistaken and couldnt sleep till subuh. My mum went out early in the morning to find my sister a cat. GREAT! one more useless animal in the house. Haih! Start moving the furniture at 8 and i thought i can finish it by 12 so that i can get some sleep cause saturday night i got plans with nicole and everyone else. Nak mati tak tdo and pegi club? righttt~~

So anyways, my sister was sleeping in her room upstairs. So i need to move all the things as quiet as possible. Konon nye nak wat surprise when she wakes up everything will be normal but unfortunately tak sempat. At about 12 something i just dont have the energy to lift things up or do anything else. And my back ache like hell!!. Let me remind u that i did all this by myself. I changed my bed to queen size bed. The worst thing is not carrying down the bed but instead the mattress. YUP! they are really heavy and if uve been to my house, to coordinate through the stairs is kinda complicated.

When my sister woke up she was like "what the fuck afiq?" LOL, i explained to her and she asked me how did i bring down the chest. With skill, anything can happen, hahaha. I took some picture to show my new room. like i said, i was bored :D

This is my previous room. As u can see its kinda messy :P

I was cleaning my closet as well and i found this tshirt given to me by one of my ex. Funny

As u can see this is when the room is empty but behind the camera? havoc!

This is whats happening behind the camera, tumpang my younger sister room
and the tv area infront of my room >.< Aha! look at how much dust my room produce, no wonder ade org slalu selsema when sleeping over at my house. Mind the cat, die mmg penyibuk :D

This is my new room now, not much different like before but yea. Anything new works for me :)

Last but not least my new bed :D actually its new, its my sister but since shes not staying here, i figure i take her bed and replace mine for her room/guest room.

All my friends! now we all can sleep in my room instead my living room, LOL i have a bigger bed now. Slumber party at my house after exams. HAHAHA~~

Lifeless

My life is so empty right now
i can sense it and yet i did nothing to overcome this problem
Im so lazy nowadays
Lazy to do anything good
My assignment that i have to pass up yesterday
Yea, its not finished yet
Thats how lazy i am.
i've never become so lazy like this

Fuck it, who cares right?
Im just gonna be so quite till some people will forget my existence
Its better that way.
Im so dead, so lifeless now
I wanna buy a new bottle of black label and drink it till im dead drunk

Hahaha, so emo this post
but yea, its true anyway.
Ive given up, ive lost my ways

Officially laying low on everyones radar
except for my collegemate la which i have to see them every weekend.

Deja vu

Oh my effing god!.
She fucking did it again!!.
Just when things was going smoothly and peacefully.
She started to do the same things like before.

WOMAN, PLEASE STOP BEING SO VULNERABLE.
WOMAN, PLEASE STOP BEING SO STUPID.
WOMAN, PLEASE STOP BEING SO BLIND.
AND FINALLY, WOMAN, JUST STOP THIS NONSENSE.
YOUR MAKING PEOPLE LIKE ME GO CRAZY!!!!!

I dont know why she is so stubborn?!!
Im sick and tired with all this bullshit!!
The same old bullshit everytime pulak tu!!
I tell you, i know its not good to make u cry.
But sometimes things need to be handle by extreme measure.
I know we just celebrate raye recently but somethings need to be done so that she will realize that all of this crap is a big joke for her.

Someone is gonna explode this weekend =(

Raya Post

Sorry cause i havent update my blog for so long. My laptop was in my room and damn lazy to bring it down and use the internet. Now im back at college and online 24/7 as usual. Hmm, Raya was ok la this year, got duit raye from family only. Other than that, didnt get from unknown people. But unfortunately, my duit raye is also finish. Thanx to the list i did from previous post, my money is goin down the drain. Well, i have some to spent but its not alot since im saving for the trip to somewhere far from KL and mantin. Well not that far actually but still, i just some time away from all this crap and just hang out with my friends.

My ramadhan?. I didnt puase penuh for your information. This year is worst than last year where i only fast for 8 days. LOL fuck it la!. I know im a bad person but yea, whos not right?. I havent upload the raya pics but u guys can view it through facebook and myspace tagged photos. Im so damn lazy to do anything right now. Even upload pics. Thanx to my sister, she tagged already so tak payah susah2 nak upload. Its not much anyway, just a few.

Blast from the past!

Last time when i was in primary school, i used to like one of the girls in my class. To be honest i used to like alot of girls last time and still is. :D Me and my family used to shift around all the time, we dont stay long in one place. The maximum is 3 years. So every new school i went in i always ended liking some one in class. Sorry, cant help it. I think it runs in the blood. LOL

I was facebooking just now and i come across my old schoolmate/classmate. I used to like her as well. Back in the days she was quite pretty but i dont know what happen, now shes less pretty than before. hahaha, I was surprised though to see her now. She changed a lot. I added her last year i think but just recently i got to see her full picture and yea, im in shock.