Lifeless

My life is so empty right now
i can sense it and yet i did nothing to overcome this problem
Im so lazy nowadays
Lazy to do anything good
My assignment that i have to pass up yesterday
Yea, its not finished yet
Thats how lazy i am.
i've never become so lazy like this

Fuck it, who cares right?
Im just gonna be so quite till some people will forget my existence
Its better that way.
Im so dead, so lifeless now
I wanna buy a new bottle of black label and drink it till im dead drunk

Hahaha, so emo this post
but yea, its true anyway.
Ive given up, ive lost my ways

Officially laying low on everyones radar
except for my collegemate la which i have to see them every weekend.

Deja vu

Oh my effing god!.
She fucking did it again!!.
Just when things was going smoothly and peacefully.
She started to do the same things like before.

WOMAN, PLEASE STOP BEING SO VULNERABLE.
WOMAN, PLEASE STOP BEING SO STUPID.
WOMAN, PLEASE STOP BEING SO BLIND.
AND FINALLY, WOMAN, JUST STOP THIS NONSENSE.
YOUR MAKING PEOPLE LIKE ME GO CRAZY!!!!!

I dont know why she is so stubborn?!!
Im sick and tired with all this bullshit!!
The same old bullshit everytime pulak tu!!
I tell you, i know its not good to make u cry.
But sometimes things need to be handle by extreme measure.
I know we just celebrate raye recently but somethings need to be done so that she will realize that all of this crap is a big joke for her.

Someone is gonna explode this weekend =(

Raya Post

Sorry cause i havent update my blog for so long. My laptop was in my room and damn lazy to bring it down and use the internet. Now im back at college and online 24/7 as usual. Hmm, Raya was ok la this year, got duit raye from family only. Other than that, didnt get from unknown people. But unfortunately, my duit raye is also finish. Thanx to the list i did from previous post, my money is goin down the drain. Well, i have some to spent but its not alot since im saving for the trip to somewhere far from KL and mantin. Well not that far actually but still, i just some time away from all this crap and just hang out with my friends.

My ramadhan?. I didnt puase penuh for your information. This year is worst than last year where i only fast for 8 days. LOL fuck it la!. I know im a bad person but yea, whos not right?. I havent upload the raya pics but u guys can view it through facebook and myspace tagged photos. Im so damn lazy to do anything right now. Even upload pics. Thanx to my sister, she tagged already so tak payah susah2 nak upload. Its not much anyway, just a few.

Blast from the past!

Last time when i was in primary school, i used to like one of the girls in my class. To be honest i used to like alot of girls last time and still is. :D Me and my family used to shift around all the time, we dont stay long in one place. The maximum is 3 years. So every new school i went in i always ended liking some one in class. Sorry, cant help it. I think it runs in the blood. LOL

I was facebooking just now and i come across my old schoolmate/classmate. I used to like her as well. Back in the days she was quite pretty but i dont know what happen, now shes less pretty than before. hahaha, I was surprised though to see her now. She changed a lot. I added her last year i think but just recently i got to see her full picture and yea, im in shock.

Something that i dont like

You know when people uses some other people name to get what he/she want?
Yea, i dont like that type of person.
Its so wrong and making you look dumber.
I know that type of person though.
She said she's the blablabla, and poof she gets what she wants.

Thats just not how life is.
You cant just take your grappling gun, shoot it and soar up to the roof.
You need to take the stairs.
Start from scratch.

War of the parking lot

This is a funny story. My neighbor next door suddenly decided to park his car at my parking lot in front of my house. The funny thing is, im not that pist off instead my mum pulak yang lebih2. hehehe, Well kinda fuck up though the neighbor. Last night she heard my car's alarm, some people know how it sounds like. And straight away the chinese bitch went out and took my parking spot as soon as i leave the house.

What makes me mad is that there is no car in your parking garage then why bother park the car outside?. menyemak kan jalan je! i can be excused since the garage is filled by my mum's and my sister's car. Takkan nak park atas kete dorg kot. heh

My mum is always the one pumped up when they stole my parking spot. When shes pump up, you can hear her swearing and all that..funnay!!

Its over

Yesterday was my last paper for midterm examination.
But that doesnt mean its over.
Some of my friends got a week to enjoy their holiday
But im stuck with two assignment :(
My bad though for doing it this late.
I dont know why but my body is always weak nowadays.
I tend to get tired quick than before.
And my sleeping time is so not fixed.

Need to straighten up some things.
Have only one week to do the assignments.
I know i can do it as usual.
hahaha :D

Exam was pretty fun.
Loqman shoot me with something unexpected.
Strategic planning process.
LOL
Thank god i still remember how to do it.
Thanx Mr james for the surprise attack.
well not so surprise since u told us too early about the planning process.

Have a good holiday legendarian.
See u in one week time :)

Mid ramadhan

So today is the 15th day of puase.
I hope some of my friends still puase penuh.
I know i dah ponteng few days :P
Let me recheck whats the 411 on me

Puase:8 days
ermmm: 7 days
Terawih: still nil

Haih, but im gonna do better this year.
unlike last year, i only fast 14 days, LOL
Well, good luck to everyone and have a nice ramadhan.
we have 15 more days to enjoy it :D

Things to......

Things to do before raye:

• clean up my room and my house
• clean my toilet pronto!
• shopping for raye

Things to buy before raye:

• 1 long sleeve shirt (white)
• 2 collar tshirts
• a snow cap/normal cap
• a pair of shoe

Things to do after raye

• rearrange the furniture in my room
• continue college, damn!
• clubbing with some friends
• save some money

Things to buy after raye

• mom's present
  
• shades
• braces (sponsored by my mum)

Things to do for dharmia

• service her
• repair her window
• change remote alarm
• buy her perfume
• fix the allignment
• touch n go for her
  

oh my!!..so many things to do, thats if i have enough all money for all that. Crap, going broke here! anyone for robbing a bank?? garrrr~~

Cousins night out

After how many long months of not hanging out with them. One of my cousins called me and invite me to go watch a movie at pavilion. I think she invited me cause i msn her the previous day. Otherwise i dont think so shes gonna call me and ajak :P LOL..

It was fun catching up with them again. Hear whats up and about from the ampang side. Azman has become taller than me now. How shock was that? last time he was so little. hahaha

We watched dance flick that night. The movie is bloody stupid and funny. Stupid wayans brothers for making me laugh my ass off. Maybe gonna hang out with them soon. Raya maybe. Pffttt~~

Here comes the exam season..

Hmm, been very lazy lately to study. The mood for study is not here yet with me. Wednesday is my first paper, Sales planning operation. Garrr, its so boring yet i have to study it. Then i got more assignment on my table that need to be submit after mid term break. So much for break :(

3 weeks of all out if i were to have a nice raye this year. Damn that sucks! ALOT! but oh well, sacrifice need to be done for the sake of fun, and most important, DUIT RAYA!!!

Wish me luck people!