I pronounce her......

Dharmia.
Yes! i name my car dharmia.
before this it was foxxie but she was very cranky and stubborn and very the menyusahkan me.
So changed the engine alread, new engine equals new heart.
new heart equals new name and personality :D
i wanted to put her picture but damn lazy to take her pics plus my car is not that nice.
its gonna embarrass me later. hahaha

the name Dharmia was given by lily.
Ur not mad right i take this name?
if ur mad, let me know :D
The other day i noticed what dharmia really means.
Dharmia is a short form for dara miang (horny virgin)
no wonder lily likes this name.
hahahhaha :P

Slow mo~~

Damn! i have the idea to write about something but so lazy to write it.
When im online, i forgot already what i wanna write about. haish!
But sometimes i always wanted to write about some people that im very angry at.
I think ill just keep it in my head for awhile.
Wait till the right moment comes :)
im so baddddd~~

"Stop following the king when u know u cant follow and be him"

"i know ur hot but u know whats hotter? my foot up ur ass!"

The world is awesome~~

What have i been doing this holiday? nothing much actually. Not like last time, going out every single day for the whole holiday period. Only went out twice this week, went clubbing with SL and hang out with C and P.

Been watching a lot of tv lately but dont think im watching meaningless stuff. Been watching a lot of discovery channel and national geographic and history channel. HAHA, yup! the astro learning package. Got nothing to watch at 3 4 a.m so i watch discovery channel. Eh, dont think its holiday im just gonna sit at home and doing nothing. Im collecting knowledge by the minute every day. LOL

Did u know that adolf hitler was killed on april 1945 in berlin? he killed himself with sianide and shot his head. his wife killed herself as well by eating the sianide. And most of the time russia was covering it up and blaming other countries to hide hitler where actually they already know what had happen to hitler. Damn stupid!

Told yea u can learn so much by watching the learning package.

Actually im just bored and wanted to write something in my blog and show off some knowledge as well. :D

Peace out!

Ladies night!

Been staying home from monday until last night. Yes, last night, thursday night, ladies night! LOL! SL ask me to teman her to goddezz because theres a launch party for rebellz clothing line. The dresses was not that bad but the model was pppsssstttt, HOT! only one of them that take my breath away. HEHE, but when the party was over, suddenly the place become damn dull! and all of us was just hanging out there, drink and watch some people there, chinese mostly, and no hot chinese mostly, pfffttt.

Then E called her friend and she said we can get in at maison with guestlist, and off we go to maison pulak! met some of P frens there unexpectedly but all of them was carrying balls so the only gurls there was N, E and SL. One of P frens wanted to know N a lil bit more i guess. LOL, but someone replied "no no, shes mine" ahahaha cute! i see some hint there. :P

SL got high that night but she doesnt want to admit and she dare me to talk about biology and luckly i dont study biology cause i could kick her ass last night. hehe, Its been awhile since i saw her drunk and suddenly she start talking some cute bm. I dont know where that come from. LOL. not drunk konon :D but the night got a bit spoil cause of E and Y got into some stupid drama. That asshole! Go fuck off and die in dubai!! gggrrrr~~~

After sending E and SL home, me and P spent the night at N's place cause she asked me to send her to work like the next 4 hours. Iffah was there too :D

There are some pics on myspace, Take it quick! sorry but damn lazy to upload it here.

Chow for now!

Trapped in the house!

With no plans ahead and most of my friends busy with their own stuff, i have locked myself in my house and stay in my cocoon for quite some time. I want to go out but theres no companion that have the same idea as me so i wind up in home most of the time and only go out when my pack ciggies is empty.

My mom been sick recently though, so thats one of the reason ive been staying home. Take care of her and took her to the clinic, be her driver to buy some food for my sister. and yet she still can be mad at me for something, but what to do, shes sick and her behaviour on top of the list was cranky. What to do right? just let it go....

Since im stuck in the house 24/7, ive kept myself busy with downloading some series and some series i mean chuck season 2, gossip girl season 2, one tree hill season 6, and heroes season 4. So who ever wants some episode, lai lai, skype me pronto! ahahah

Peace out!

Deletes away!!~~

Kinda bored hanging out in home so i found something to make me feel busy. Which is deleting some unwanted stuff. Dont be suprised but i just deleted all my porn movies in my external hard disk. Got bored already with the same porn so yea. Delete it all. Need the space to save all my series and heroes episodes will continue soon. Well thats what the tv say.

I also deleted some of my myspace friends. The one that i dont really know and the one being sombong to me. LOL, Why bother have thousands of friends when they are not really ur friends? menyemak je! oh2, i stop playing mafia wars as well and deleted the application too. Got bored of that game la, its all the same. Plus what do we get if we're like in level 2000?? nothing right? so why wast time playing that stupid game. heh!

Next, im gonna delete some of my unwanted clothes. HEHE, i mean give them away. My cubboard is kinda pack now, so gonna keep the one that i usually wear and give away the one that i dont really like or its too small for me. But i will never give away the Storm tshirt because it has my name on it. :P

Peace out!

College is out, Hello Holiday!!

So exam just ended yesterday. Im not that confident with my answer for financial reporting but fuck it la. I dont want to think about it on my holiday. Yes holiday started right after i pass up my exam paper. On holiday till 10th of march and till then i got no plans at all. And no that much money as well. My plans for this semester break is going clubbing with ling and all this thursday and just hang out at my house playing ps2 all day long including sleep.

Im all alone in the house during the weekdays because my mum and my sister got work and the other one got school. So its just me in the house, alone, without proper food and supervision. AHHHH, freedom!! but no food? How the hell im gonna get fat living like this. At college, too lazy to cook for myself, at home, no one to cook me food. DAMN!!. No wonder im thin.

Been sleeping a lot during this holiday especially during the day. Since no one at home, all i can do is sleep or watch tv. Go out? whos free during the days? and i dont want to drive when theres a lot of cars especially during rush hour. HAISH!.

PS: should i shave my misai or not?? comment people!! quick! hahahha..

Happy holidays legendarian and peace out!!

Oh Sophileya.........

So she asked me to write about her and here goes....

Nicole aldeth main, a caucasian in subang eating a roti canai or nasi lemak i couldnt remember what she ate when i first saw her. I think it was maggi goreng kot? The first thing was in my head when i saw her was "owh die ni la nicole from asye's myspace." I admit that i have a crush on her last time but now? not really. HAHAHA, so anyways, we become close in a very short time and at that time she was on and off-ing with her bf and that is one of the reason i didnt really go for her.

At first, when we hang out she will always come with asye and as time pass by, as you know it asye has been left out from the ac clan and i will always pick her up instead of asye. Then met her mum, aiyo! miss doris is one cool mum. Especially when she sings. Doesnt care whats happening around her as long as she finishes the songs. She bangs yea aunty? LOL :D

It was fun life without blowjob lips (J), we will hang out till 3 4 a.m in the morning and this was before her spm. Its like a routine to hang out in subang every weekend and every other day if im free just to hang out with her and pacad with others. And with her mum, its like no curfew and she can go out whenever she wants especially when her mum knows who is she going out with.

My last semester break was the bomb! The holiday was three weeks and most of the time i was at her house hanging out with her, doris and shawn including pacad. We would hang out from evening to the next morning just drinking with her mom and karaoke-ing all night long. Then comes her birthday. DAMN! i think that was the bestest clubbing i ever went. She introduced me and pacad to some of her friends, iffah, syahreen, tv, kevin and a bunch more. Next thing you know we went PD together, iffah invited us to her bbq. Just one night and suddenly my friend list increase drastically. Thanx to her though. :) Most of the time i was in subang and every penny used to go there was worth all of it.

Most of the picture above was taken during my last semester break. And next week is my current semester break but i dont think so its gonna be like last time especially when shes with J. He came into her life once again and suddenly things are not the same anymore, we barely meet her and hang out with her. Just to respect her bf controlism, we didnt even hang out with her mum. Ok2, enough bout him, i dont want to "lari topic pulak".

As i was saying, Things are the not same like before now and i really miss hanging out with her, miss hanging out at her house with her mom and play psp with shawn.

Miss u bitch! Take care

Peace out!

I Think I Dont Care Anymore.....

As i was hanging out at darus just now, it hit me. Why do i care so much if i have girlfriend or not? My financial is not that stable and i dont have the looks, why should i care that much? hahaha, plus i might go to australia next year. Well i hope i can. So if i have a girlfriend now, can i bare the feeling to leave her all alone here?

Like my mum say all the time, "just be friends with all the gurls, your still young. Stop wasting time and money having a girlfriend" Most people say that your parent know everything and they are right. So im just gonna listen to my mum i guess. Why bother trying so hard to get a girl when u know u cant get her right? i dont want to trouble my friends to find me a girlfriend anymore especially caped. I know u have tons of hot gurlfriends but i think im done wasting ur time helping me. Sorry la menyusahkan ko :P

So yea, i might watch some hot girls near me but i dont think so im gonna make any move. Plus im too shy to go to them. Maybe when im drunk i have the balls but takkan everyday nak mabuk? i dont want my stomach to be god damn buncit :D

There u go, i dont care anymore and peace out!

7 Feb 2009

That day has come once again. The day that was i brought into this world, the world full of dramas, memories good and in pain. YES! im turning twenty this year on 7th of february 2009. Ive been living in this word for twenty years now and i have seen a lot of things in my life, Both i like and dislike.

A number of people wishes me on that day and i forgive them who didnt wish me cause i dont wish some of my friends too sometimes. Even my dad finally wish me for my birthday. Well thats because i remind him by asking for some money to buy present. Kalau tak, im sure he wouldnt wish me but remember or not, im glad he wish me. After how many years, he finally did. Atleast he tried. I thought of making a list who wish me but when i open up my facebook and myspace. Its just too hard to make the list. LOL.

I cherish my lifetime so much and when my birthday is coming ill be so damn happy and of course a bit sad. And i also tend to make a big deal out of my age. Like last year, i said to all my friends, 19 was gonna be the last year of teens for me and this year, when im 20, no more teens at all.

My teen years has been a blast. Hook up with my first gf when i was 13. Learned how to drive when i was 14 and got my first french kiss when im was 15. HAHAHA.. SHOW OFF!! :P hopefully lots of good things will happen to me in the future.

Sorry there was no proper celebration for my birthday this year. I dont want to be cliche and do bbq again like last year. Plus im all broke. My birthday eve was celebrated on top floor of my house on a couch watching tv all night. I was so tired with assignments and test before that night and didnt have the strength to plan anything or go out anywhere. But i managed to do a small gathering at ac and i hope all my frens were ok with that. Thank you for coming to ac guys, especially lily. Demam2 pun sanggup join.

Oh and not forgetting the suprise dinner pacad TRIED to do for me. hahaha, but thanx to lily, pacad, naim and caped for doing that. it really mean something to me :) and Ling for doing a post about me. Thanx babe. Y'all are gud frens :D

my birthday cake

Thanx guys!! :D

and not forgeting this guy. Thanx for trying

Oh ya about the present, i got a swatch irony watch from my first sister. I got a shirt from zara from both my 2nd and little sister. And my mum was forced to buy an engine for my car. Sorry but thanx mummy :D Supposedly my mum wanted to buy me a camera but she had to buy new engine so bye bye camera. Oh oh, and i got a kiss on the cheek by ling before she went back. HEHE :) (nak jugak bagitau kan)

Hell on earth

Last week was a hell for me. First its my car. I was with lily at Mcds eating out late lunch and when we wanted to go meet up with syaf near semarak, the bloody car suddenly wont start. Its not the battery cause i've change the battery last nov. So i had to leave my car in nilai overnight. The next day after class, i went to check on my car and ask the mechanics to come as well. And he said i have to wait till tomoro so that he can know what was the real problem. So had to leave my car all alone again. The next day the mechanics call me and said that i have to change the freaking engine!!. Im gonna change it but not now! Hello im fucking broke!

Then With my car making perangai, i had to complete my assignment at the same time. I tell u, my head was fucking messed up that time. And to make it worst. i had to study for my test on thursday night. Thank god by thursday, my car problem has been solved. It was towed from nilai to ampang cause my usual workshop is there and he knows my mum.

Mr. james has help me so much during this sem. Thanx to him i manage to maintain my attendance percentage and dont have to do any presentation next sem. I hope he can help me to get an A as well cause i really to boost up my cgpa.

All and all, thank god all the problem and drama has ended before the weekends :)

Lily and the gurls, thanx for being there. that includes u caped :D

Tag la

lengkapkan ayat "kalau boleh, saya ingin jadi" mengikut kategori yang diberi. beri sebab untuk setiap jawapan anda.
1 & 2. Manusia
3 & 4. Haiwan
5 & 6. Barangan
7. Sukahati kau lah
anda juga boleh sertakan gambar untuk setiap jawapan anda.
kemudian, sertakan 7 nama orang yang anda ingin tag.
jangan lupa tinggalkan komen "anda di tag di blog saya. kalau tak buat tak nak kawan" supaya mereka tahu yang mereka di tag.

Kalau boleh, saya ingin jadi......

1. Pornstar :
Best woo dpt jd pornstar. I can do it with different kind of styles. Insurance pn ade. and unlimited supply of condoms by producer. hahahha, And and i can like do it with all different types of gurls, from mamas to barely virgin. And if u notice the guy pornstar, most of them have kick ass muscle.sigh~~~

2. Bill gates:
Bill gates is the modern rockstar man. Although muke die nerd cam harry potter, poket die tak besar pulak kan?. With all that kind of money, i also dunno what to do with ti.

3. Starfish:
Being a starfish is super cool. U just sit there and do nothing. How cool is that right? its like me, but underwater. LOL

4. Dragon:
wohohoho, if only this could be true, aku bakar bontot sume org yg aku benci ngan fire breathe.muahahha.. and just flying everywhere i like without no one disturbing me. Being a dragon, no one can touch me..huhuh

5. Bra:
This is like a dream come true. Grabbing some one boobs without they noticing it. But theres a boring part of it. only one person boobs i get to grab. lain la kalu the gurl main share bra with her frens....weeeeee~~

6. Jet:
I wanna be a jet like in stealth movie. The jet without pilot but has its own mind. DAmn cool! flying anywhere i like and just drop the bomb wherever i like :D if ade org kejar, ill just fly at the speed of sound and lari!!!~~

7. Wind:
why i wanna be the wind? eh cool ape jd angin, if im bored i can just do a tornado in some countries i dont like and theres couple of them right now in my list. and then kalu nak cuci mate, boleh terbang2 masok toilet makcik2 and anak dara2, tengok dorg mand...meow!!~~

And there you go...

Although assignment tak siap lagi, i did my best to do this tag. thanx nad for tagging me, wait for my revenge yea?

TAG: suet ling, nicole, geraldine, and who ever wants to do this tag :D

Balls night out!

Today i stayed home the whole day but knowing me, i couldnt stay home that long. I only stayed home if i dont have any cash or theres some kick ass game for my ps2. Since pacad went back to his college already i called up nas and ajak him go watch football somewhere cause chelsea is playing liverpool and im not gonna watch that game alone :P

Meet up with them at breakers and watch farid played some foosball with his friends then off we go to this mamak. I forgot what the name was but it was behind centerpoint bandar utama. The shisha was good though. They put pineapple on top of the shisha and the name of the flavour was cool. Theres rainbow, sugus, and even crazy bitch. LOL

But the game spoilt my mood. Chelsea lost to liverpool 2-0 :( and i straight went back. DAMN PIST OFF!!! but now worries blues. Im still behind u and cheering up for u :D

What a weekend!

This weekend was very unexpectedly fun! My plan was just to meet couple of girlfriends.

But in the end i met more than i planned. heh :D

I had a major hung over on friday but that doesnt stop me from meeting one of my friend which i havent met for a very long time. Almost two years i think. At first i thought of cancelling with her but kesian pulak kat die. So i went and meet her anyway. We went to mamak and chill and then went jalan2 around her place. Thats all we did though. Well thats about enough for me coz i was not really that well that time got headache and stomachache as well. PFFT...

The next day, I was supposed to meet up with alya and have lunch at chombee's restaurant cause chombee is going back to kuching next week but it was cancelled because alya's bf wanted to do a party for her birthday. I wasnt invited though. LOL :P

Anyway, had my back up plan and went out with this other girl. She was my ex and i havent met her almost a year. I was a bit nervous to meet her though :/ Went to the movies and watched like the stupidest movie ever made this year. hahaha then ate lunch at sushi king while playing cat and mouse with her "friend". It was damn funny to me but hell for her :D

Then some expected question about the past came up. but i got to handle it so no probs after that. :)

Oh well, hope to do this thing again sometime. Kinda like it this way. Much much better than having string attached

Peace out! :D