Still the same :(

Its been almost one month since i left the house. Attention people!! New personal record for me, for not going back to cheras. Last time the longest i stayed at college was for 2 weeks i think. Now because of this stupid drama with her, ive been living in college all weekdays and weekend at my gf's.

Honestly, i miss watching astro at the top floor.
I miss smoking at the balcony.
I miss my sisters.
And what i miss the most is my room, my bed :(

I just rearranged my room before this drama and only slept there for only one weekend i think, or maybe 2 weekend but still. Haih. My sister said just come home and ignore her. Well, the battle of the ego is still on so i dont think so im coming home this holiday although we finally get to have one month break.

I guess im just gonna play my ps2 all day long, online 24/7 and work later. Yea, the other day i was hanging out at ac and saw the banner. They gonna do a pool competition and i think i wanna enter. The grand prize? aha! RM3000 but i doubt i can go to the finals so 2nd runner up is my target. I think ill get RM1000 for that position. But fuck it, im gonna try my luck once again :P After this tournament then im gonna find a job.

Wish me luck :)

Help! im in hell

This week is the final week for the sememster, yeay!! yea right yeay!! why? since this the final week, lecturers have place the assignments due date in this week. YEA!! 3 out of 4 assigment i have to pass it up in this week. Meaning im in hell temporary for this week. ROARRR~~

Some people know how lazy i can be sometimes and how slow i can go. Doing this assignment making me feel more malas!!~ cant wait for this weekend though. AAR concert with my baby! wohoo~

So the chance of me working this holiday is high! Things are not getting better, it still the same like before and she hasnt call me yet but just text me about the party my cousins are throwing. Like i care and gonna go.

My sister advise me to work in chillis this holiday. She said the pay is good and she know someone that can help me to get a job there. But its so far from college :( And im scared i wont be able to carry the tray. hahaha, u know how big the tray can be in chillis and knowing me, im skinny and dont have that much energy. lol. But no worries, ill try to work out this couple of weeks and hope i can do it. Plus if im working at chillis, i can learn to mix some drink with the bartender and it would be a useful experience if im goin to uk. Then i can go work at a bar there, well thats what my sister ask me to do. Its a good idea though. We'll see how it goes :)

Damn!

I just noticed that today is the 22nd already meaning i have to send one assignment tomorrow :(
I guess this happiness makes me forgot about stuff.
I like!
But in some situation its not good.
Like now!
I need to complete my draft by today so that i can show it to the lecturer.
Takkan nak tunjuk esok pagi??
Righttt~

Havent sleep yet since last night.
I dont know when im gonna sleep.
But i hope i can finish it by noon today.
Get my sleep and start doing quality management pulak :(
GARRR~~

Just when im having fun,
there is always obstacle.
haih~

Cleaning time, woot woot

So the gf has cleaned up her room last thursday. And tonight is my time to shine. Yea, shine while covered with dust? EIUW!~ Been planning to clean up my house, my room and my toilet for so long now but why didnt i do it sooner? well, just when i was about to clean up the house, theres always other better plan to do. For example, meeting her :D

Unfortunately i have to do assignment draft tonight for two assignments :( but before i do that, i have to clean the house, especially when the maintenance people came to the house today and fix my kitchen sink. They know how to do their work but dont know how to clean it up afterwards. GRRR~~

I got my broom, my mop, and my sponge all ready, the cleaning starts now.......

Urgh~~ im broke!

Yes people i am broke. My wallet is getting thinner this few days and i have about a week to go before i can get my monthly allowance. :( To make things worse, i have dentist appointment this saturday. SHIT!!

The WOMAN is on silent treatment and the MAN is broke. The WOMAN has cut off my allowance and i know i wont getting any from the MAN. Pfftt~~ im on my own now.

And and to make things even worse, i need to change dharmia tires since its "botak" already. But luckly beyonce concert has been postponed and i can use the ticket money to go and change her tires.

Got penang trip with the boys next month. That will be last time im using my study money. Haih!

Seriously i need to get a job soon, that is after i have all my fun. >.<

That Special Someone :)

Cupid has shoot his arrow and hit my butt this time cause im falling for someone now. And its for real. I couldnt believe it either but it happens. It was on 3rd october, saturday, close to midnight when i first saw this girl. I was at a club somewhere in sunway celebrating my friend's pre birthday party. After the party we head off to mamak for late midnight snacks, I was planning to ask for her number but knowing me, i was too shy to ask but got her number the next day though from my friend.

We texted and msn with each other from daylight to midnight and surprisingly although we do this everyday, we always have something to talk about. The common things we have? hahaha, im not gonna start on that, listing it down could take months to finish it. Yea, all i can say is we have alot in common and i mean ALOT.

Last week was interesting though, Its interesting because we know now that we like each other. It was one of those random moments where random question was asked u know. How do i feel about it? Its not how i feel actually, but more like what did i do? Honestly i was jumping on my chair and screaming alone in the house. The scream of joy, oh now i know what that feels like.

Several days after that confession, i know shes the one for me. I cant help but wait until i meet her to ask that "question". I dont want it to be on msn or text or on call. I want it to be face to face. Just pure reality and no digital. That aint my style anymore.

It was on sunday or should i say monday morning and I was at her place. I was pretty nervous and was waiting for the right moment to ask the question. Couldnt wait any longer so i pop the question, "can i be your boyfriend" and apparently she said yes.

So there it is, im officially unavailable. Yes! after quite sometime being single, im not now. Shafique is no longer available except for her.

I was so happy, insanely happy, excited you name it, i got it all and im still happy, i told my bestfriend bout us when i first reached college yesterday morning and she couldnt believe it too.

I miss her already, miss her smell and i miss watching her mixing milo with hot water :D

19/10/09, thats the date
Aldila Riztiane,
Im officially urs.
And im glad to be urs cause in this situation.
You're the only one that makes me smile, happy and forget about everything else

I like you, i like u ALOT!!~~

Can things be from bad to worst?

Can things get any worse than this?.Hmm, let me think, YEA!! My sister called just now when im in class. Right at that moment i saw her number,i kn0w something is not right. And my guess is once again, CORRECT! 'She' did it again, doing her stupid stuff once again.

OMG!!. Im so mad at her. I was being happy and hype up today due to what happen the night before and suddenly this thing showed up and destroy all my happy mood. Can october be so bad this year?. All the ghost, can u stop giving me bad karma? And when this problem show up, then only 'he' want to talk to me and complain about 'her'. WTF? first u ditched me, then now u want to complain bout her to me? ARRRGGGHHHH~~~

Im tired, im stress, i just cant take this anymore and i know my sisters feel the same way too. I got assignment to pass up, got exam to study and these things just make it worse to do so.

Msn today and my sister told me that beyonce's concert is postponed! wtf? i was waiting for that concert for a while now. Im so gonna get drunk this weekend. I dont care~~~