Good Friend Bad Friend

I've been a bad friend this past few weeks. I am and how careless of me not to notice it. :( I thought i was the good guy but i was wrong and grow more bad by the minutes. *sigh* I called my pet sis just now to apologize due to my bad memory and forgot to wish her on her birthday. How cruel can i be?? She's my pet sis. She's like family and i forgot. I'm sorry ida! I promise to make it up to you k? I hate this month, everything bad is happening in this month. And it's only the 9th of September. What more bad things could happen in the future? SHIT!!

I realize this when ida said "its not him, your just being a bad friend". Come to think of it, i am a bad friend. In 10 days I've made a fool out of myself. Let me recap for you guys:

1. I forgot to wish ida's birthday
2. I forgot nicole's middle name when she got it written at facebook
3. I kinda get pissed off at pacad
4. And few minutes ago, i wasn't there when nicole needs someone
5. I fought with ziela over something stupid months ago.
   

How selfish of me? I don't know what ever happen to me. I just know that i've change a bit from before. ARGGGHHH!!!!~~ i feel like dying now and let the world be peace without me!!!..FUCK i hate i my life!!

Sorry pacad!, nicole! ida! and everyone else that i hurt before! and ziela, tomorrow will be the day we talk :)

cpt la raye!!
i wanna be away from others and let myself cooldown. And hope to be a better guy in the future!

im sorry guys, i know im a bad person!

Peace out!