Im Legal Bitch!!

Thanx!!

2010-02-13T01:24:00.004+08:00

Thanx to all my friends who wished me for my birthday
seriously it means a lot to me
I thought turning 21 is gonna be big boom
but i hardly hear anything
its just a sad year for me
hope things will be better soon

But seriously thanx alot guys..
all the phone and facebook wishes..
my phone did really make enough sound i thought i lost alot of my friends already..
but when i log in into fb..
WOW!!..
a lot of u guys wished..
really made my day when i read all of them..
even one farmville buddies wish me..
that was friendly of her..
hehhehe..
thanx again guys..
maybe ill do a bbq or a small gathering soon..
but not this soon..
maybe july 2nd..
some people maybe understand why..
fuck it..
my party..
hahaha :P

Theres no place like home

2010-02-13T01:15:00.003+08:00

Scratch that title..in my situation my home is my hell!!..with all the drama happening i cant stand living in that house for one week..with no internet and the vibe there, pffttt~ i have to go away!!..im at college btw..never thought this place can give me some peace..surprisingly..

Things are not going so smooth there..day after day theres always someone complaining about some other people including me.*sigh* i can sense that 2010 is not a good year for me..there is only one thing good happening in this year though, that is my gf..thanx syg for being there for me :) seriously i can turn to anyone else this time..all my family is so fucked up now..cant take it anymore..i just cant wait for dila to come back :( 6 days to go..haih..

Most of them expect me to help out the family but what can i do? im still a student..even if i work part time i can help them financially..i have my own expenses..all they do is complain, they dont see it from my point of view..its hard..to be honest im falling here..i dont know how long i can stand all of this..hmmmm

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!

2010-02-03T06:38:00.003+08:00

Oh my!!..its been awhile since i update my blog.
im just to lazy to update it.
yes same old reason.
by the way im just updating since i cant take it anymore!!!
i wanna let it all out..
let it go..
garrrr~~~

I hate the college internet
My house dont have internet
I dont have enough money to pay my road tax and insurance
My license is gonna expired next month
I eat once per day just to survive
I didnt answer with confidence for my tax exam
She used all her money already and i mean ALL
I fucking hate her
I hate my life

I hate my life

I hate my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finals result

2009-12-13T21:25:00.002+08:00

Ill make it short for this post.
Just wanna share the outcome, LOL.
So anyways,I was being so lazy last semester.
Yea, eventhough i know i have to score some major gpa to increase my cgpa.

But alhamdulillah although i was being so lazy i managed to increase my cgpa.
And because of that i wanna say thank u to all the lecturers.
I really need that result. :)

So now i got it and im left with four subject to go and two semester to finish it.
Fortunately the final semester is a long semester
And by then i will have only two subjects to study.
Meaning i will have a lot of time next semester.
But i really wanna work now.
Seriously need the money :(

Im backkk!!

2009-12-13T21:08:00.002+08:00

Sorry peeps for not updating my blog for so long. Well one of the reason is because i was super lazy and trying to enjoy my one month holiday recently. A lot have happened, good and bad. Lets start with the good things first shall we?

So holiday for one month. Yummy, for the first time i got myself one month holiday due to early exam. Spent most of the time with my sayang since both of us were on holiday at the same time. We went here and there, slept at her place most of the time since u know whats happening with me and my mum. Ill get to that later k? One more thing, i went to the british council education exhibition and got myself a interview with cardiff university and the guy from international office said that he'll try to make me an offer base on my previous result. Hopefully i get incase i didnt get any other offer. Im planning to apply to further my study to UK since HND is widely accepted there comparing to aussie. Pray for me so i can get the offer. I just cant wait to get out from this country. HAIH~

Now, for the drama. To update u guys, yes im still having drama with one of the resident back "home". And i thought things would get better but instead its worse now. I dont know when things will get better but luckily i still have my sisters that i can depend on and few of my friends that still have the courtesy of hearing my problems. Oh and not forgetting my dila :D Thanx sayang for being there for me. Me love u. heeee~ Another bad news though, im still unemployed!!! GARRR. How the hell they get jobs? I thought its gonna be easy. I wanna work in secret recipe but tak dapat :( Final place to find jobs will be seremban. Its kinda far but i need to make some sacrifice to get some money. HUH! Maybe im gonna go try and ask tomorrow or tuesday.

I need to start writing back though. Need to complete my personal statement for the ucas application. Need to have some kind of momentum so that i can write one hell of a personal statement so that they'll be amazed by me. LOL. Yea i know, need to correct a lot of my grammar though. I know its bad.

hello holiday :D

2009-11-05T18:31:00.004+08:00

Look what my sayang gave me :D

Thanx sayang,ur so sweet but unfortunately i let u down on my last paper :(
I dont know why i just feel so lazy to study before the paper
and when i was in the exam hall
i was so blur and couldnt really answer it.
DAMN!

But as u know
i dont give up that easily.
So i crap, and crap and crap some more
If i dont get distinction or merit
Pass pun boleh la :P

Need to submit my assignment tomorrow morning.
And settle my mcs with ms shamima.
Hopefully i dont fail my attendance.
Repeating quality management??
NEVERRRR~~~

So my exams are totaly over.
Holiday starts now.
Gonna have 1 week rest and gonna start working soon.
Theres vacancy in 7-E college but dont think so im gonna work there.
its toooo close.
Malu..heh :P
Maybe ill try in mantin.
Not so many legenda student there.
hehehe

Peperiksaan akhir semester 3/2009

2009-11-02T03:57:00.004+08:00

LOL, sound different when i put the title in BM. So anyways, exams starting this wednesday. Auditing is gonna be the first paper and i have to read about fraud and stuff. The second paper will be on the following day, Quality management. As usual gonna crap, crap and crap some more in the exam.

Oh shit!, i forgot to take my mc for quality management. I think i can do that tomorrow. It seems that my attendance percentage is only 65% meaning its not enough to pass :( Its not that i dont want to go class, its just that the lecturer hardly teach us due to her condition but still, notes can be a good alternative. Plus the lecturers dont really show our attendance percentage so i cant really control my attendance. If i know my attendance is bad, maybe ill stop skipping class that much. Haih.

When i dont have enough money, things that force us to use money always comes up :( Thanx alot!

Still the same :(

2009-11-02T03:47:00.002+08:00

Its been almost one month since i left the house. Attention people!! New personal record for me, for not going back to cheras. Last time the longest i stayed at college was for 2 weeks i think. Now because of this stupid drama with her, ive been living in college all weekdays and weekend at my gf's.

Honestly, i miss watching astro at the top floor.
I miss smoking at the balcony.
I miss my sisters.
And what i miss the most is my room, my bed :(

I just rearranged my room before this drama and only slept there for only one weekend i think, or maybe 2 weekend but still. Haih. My sister said just come home and ignore her. Well, the battle of the ego is still on so i dont think so im coming home this holiday although we finally get to have one month break.

I guess im just gonna play my ps2 all day long, online 24/7 and work later. Yea, the other day i was hanging out at ac and saw the banner. They gonna do a pool competition and i think i wanna enter. The grand prize? aha! RM3000 but i doubt i can go to the finals so 2nd runner up is my target. I think ill get RM1000 for that position. But fuck it, im gonna try my luck once again :P After this tournament then im gonna find a job.

Wish me luck :)

Help! im in hell

2009-10-27T16:11:00.002+08:00

This week is the final week for the sememster, yeay!! yea right yeay!! why? since this the final week, lecturers have place the assignments due date in this week. YEA!! 3 out of 4 assigment i have to pass it up in this week. Meaning im in hell temporary for this week. ROARRR~~

Some people know how lazy i can be sometimes and how slow i can go. Doing this assignment making me feel more malas!!~ cant wait for this weekend though. AAR concert with my baby! wohoo~

So the chance of me working this holiday is high! Things are not getting better, it still the same like before and she hasnt call me yet but just text me about the party my cousins are throwing. Like i care and gonna go.

My sister advise me to work in chillis this holiday. She said the pay is good and she know someone that can help me to get a job there. But its so far from college :( And im scared i wont be able to carry the tray. hahaha, u know how big the tray can be in chillis and knowing me, im skinny and dont have that much energy. lol. But no worries, ill try to work out this couple of weeks and hope i can do it. Plus if im working at chillis, i can learn to mix some drink with the bartender and it would be a useful experience if im goin to uk. Then i can go work at a bar there, well thats what my sister ask me to do. Its a good idea though. We'll see how it goes :)

Damn!

2009-10-22T07:47:00.004+08:00

I just noticed that today is the 22nd already meaning i have to send one assignment tomorrow :(
I guess this happiness makes me forgot about stuff.
I like!
But in some situation its not good.
Like now!
I need to complete my draft by today so that i can show it to the lecturer.
Takkan nak tunjuk esok pagi??
Righttt~

Havent sleep yet since last night.
I dont know when im gonna sleep.
But i hope i can finish it by noon today.
Get my sleep and start doing quality management pulak :(
GARRR~~

Just when im having fun,
there is always obstacle.
haih~

Cleaning time, woot woot

2009-10-21T19:35:00.003+08:00

So the gf has cleaned up her room last thursday. And tonight is my time to shine. Yea, shine while covered with dust? EIUW!~ Been planning to clean up my house, my room and my toilet for so long now but why didnt i do it sooner? well, just when i was about to clean up the house, theres always other better plan to do. For example, meeting her :D

Unfortunately i have to do assignment draft tonight for two assignments :( but before i do that, i have to clean the house, especially when the maintenance people came to the house today and fix my kitchen sink. They know how to do their work but dont know how to clean it up afterwards. GRRR~~

I got my broom, my mop, and my sponge all ready, the cleaning starts now.......

Urgh~~ im broke!

2009-10-21T19:22:00.002+08:00

Yes people i am broke. My wallet is getting thinner this few days and i have about a week to go before i can get my monthly allowance. :( To make things worse, i have dentist appointment this saturday. SHIT!!

The WOMAN is on silent treatment and the MAN is broke. The WOMAN has cut off my allowance and i know i wont getting any from the MAN. Pfftt~~ im on my own now.

And and to make things even worse, i need to change dharmia tires since its "botak" already. But luckly beyonce concert has been postponed and i can use the ticket money to go and change her tires.

Got penang trip with the boys next month. That will be last time im using my study money. Haih!

Seriously i need to get a job soon, that is after i have all my fun. >.<

That Special Someone :)

2009-10-20T02:29:00.005+08:00

Cupid has shoot his arrow and hit my butt this time cause im falling for someone now. And its for real. I couldnt believe it either but it happens. It was on 3rd october, saturday, close to midnight when i first saw this girl. I was at a club somewhere in sunway celebrating my friend's pre birthday party. After the party we head off to mamak for late midnight snacks, I was planning to ask for her number but knowing me, i was too shy to ask but got her number the next day though from my friend.

We texted and msn with each other from daylight to midnight and surprisingly although we do this everyday, we always have something to talk about. The common things we have? hahaha, im not gonna start on that, listing it down could take months to finish it. Yea, all i can say is we have alot in common and i mean ALOT.

Last week was interesting though, Its interesting because we know now that we like each other. It was one of those random moments where random question was asked u know. How do i feel about it? Its not how i feel actually, but more like what did i do? Honestly i was jumping on my chair and screaming alone in the house. The scream of joy, oh now i know what that feels like.

Several days after that confession, i know shes the one for me. I cant help but wait until i meet her to ask that "question". I dont want it to be on msn or text or on call. I want it to be face to face. Just pure reality and no digital. That aint my style anymore.

It was on sunday or should i say monday morning and I was at her place. I was pretty nervous and was waiting for the right moment to ask the question. Couldnt wait any longer so i pop the question, "can i be your boyfriend" and apparently she said yes.

So there it is, im officially unavailable. Yes! after quite sometime being single, im not now. Shafique is no longer available except for her.

I was so happy, insanely happy, excited you name it, i got it all and im still happy, i told my bestfriend bout us when i first reached college yesterday morning and she couldnt believe it too.

I miss her already, miss her smell and i miss watching her mixing milo with hot water :D

19/10/09, thats the date
Aldila Riztiane,
Im officially urs.
And im glad to be urs cause in this situation.
You're the only one that makes me smile, happy and forget about everything else

I like you, i like u ALOT!!~~

Can things be from bad to worst?

2009-10-19T23:44:00.002+08:00

Can things get any worse than this?.Hmm, let me think, YEA!! My sister called just now when im in class. Right at that moment i saw her number,i kn0w something is not right. And my guess is once again, CORRECT! 'She' did it again, doing her stupid stuff once again.

OMG!!. Im so mad at her. I was being happy and hype up today due to what happen the night before and suddenly this thing showed up and destroy all my happy mood. Can october be so bad this year?. All the ghost, can u stop giving me bad karma? And when this problem show up, then only 'he' want to talk to me and complain about 'her'. WTF? first u ditched me, then now u want to complain bout her to me? ARRRGGGHHHH~~~

Im tired, im stress, i just cant take this anymore and i know my sisters feel the same way too. I got assignment to pass up, got exam to study and these things just make it worse to do so.

Msn today and my sister told me that beyonce's concert is postponed! wtf? i was waiting for that concert for a while now. Im so gonna get drunk this weekend. I dont care~~~

To be lifeless or strong, that is the question

2009-10-18T00:23:00.003+08:00

Today someone called me and told me he is in penang
Playing black jack, gambling i assume.
What else you were doing in hard rock hotel.

In my heart, i was like WTF bastard?
You were in kl and u didnt tell me.
And the next thing i know, you're in penang gambling?

I know why u dont wanna tell me you were here.
I know ur scared that ill ask something from u that u dont want to give.
I know u can but u dont want to.
Thats why you've been avoiding me all this while.

I was suppose to be imune from all this crap already
This is not your first time doing this
But yet im still sad.

I dont like u anymore.
I dont care bout u anymore.
FUCK YOU!
Just fuck off and die will u?
Thought of relying on u
But now i can see it clearly, i cant.

Its hard enough that i have to deal with the current problem.
And u just make it worst for me.
Thanx alot.

Deeparaya...

2009-10-17T23:21:00.002+08:00

Just got back from my deeparaya openhouse. Oh my god, i just realised that im at home EARLY on saturday night!!. Its only 11.20 and im at home!!.GARRRR~~ This has never happen to me before :( My life has officially changed over this past two weeks. haih! "relax la shafique, baru one day"

Woke up at 1.30 today and my normal routine after waking up, 1 cigarette and sitting infront of the laptop till i drop. Well not drop since i got couple of openhouse to go today. First openhouse was at semenyih, Afiq's house. Your mama punye spaghetti sedap bangat! or maybe i was just very hungry since i didnt eat anything since i woke up. Two rounds of his mom's spaghetti and im full! It was delicious though.

Then planned to meet up with the boys at cheras after afiq's house but unfortunately most of them were outstation but i only hung out with one of them. Planning about penang trip. And my friend, ezwan decided to bring his gf. Woi!!, mane boleh!!. We've planned already that it was gonna be all balls and no chicks! Get with the program dude!

I realised that its deepavali and called up some friend since i cant get through to nic. Thought of meeting her but i bet she must be busy with her new bf or something. Called up some friend and my friend is already at my other friend's house eating. MOFO! Jump into my car and drove back to semenyih since i know there will be some alcohol drinks there. HEEEE, its been awhile :D Had nasi and kari ayam there, with rendang kambing and ikan ape ntah. But it was good. Free food is always good. HAHA.

You know what boys do during weekend at home. We watch foooottttbaaaalllll~~~ Was drinking whiskey while watching football at his house with all his uncle and cousins. Although most of the time they speak hindu, but we had fun. Chelsea lost though :( of all the games. FUCK!~

Now im at home, alone as usual, updating my blog, listening to house/techno music on saturday night. My house=home made club. *sigh*

Cant wait for next weekend. Beyonce knowles, Im comingggg~~~~

Degree?

2009-10-16T01:43:00.004+08:00

As some people know i was planning to continue my studies in aussie but you know what they say "things dont go the way we plan it". After consulting with my sister. I think im gonna continue my degree in the UK. I know its expensive there but HND which im taking now its a lot easier to continue there. Rather than searching for a university in aussie that can accept HND.

Another reason? My grandad have a place there, so if im on holiday or something, i can live there although i know there are few strict rules i have to obey when living there. Ahh, you know how grumpy old people can be :P and my brother in law parents is living there as well. So i can go visit them on christmas or something.

Yes its expensive there, but my sister said shes gonna help me find sponsor. So what the fuck right? All i have to do is study and get good grades :) In uk, chelsea is gonna be there. WOHHOOO~~ and i have always dreaming to go eurotripping. European chicks=heaven!!~~

Checked british council website already and thank god im in time. They're gonna do uk education exhibition mid of next month. So gonna ask my brother in law what good university to study there and check them out next month. And as usual, i dont want to go alone and i know who to invite :D LZ!!. ur gonna be my partner in crime for this :)

Assignment la....

2009-10-15T00:00:00.003+08:00

Sent my second auditing assignment just now. FUH, finaly that boring assignment is complete. Cant help it but i was forced to copy most of the text from the textbook. The assignment requires a lot of facts. What do u think i can do?. Just make up story and make the lecturer go coo-coo?

Thats done for Auditing. No more assignment for that subject but final exam next month. haih! other subject? here are the information for your viewing pleasure:

Sales planning operation = 23/10/09
quality management = 22/10/09 (date might change due to change of lecturer)
business project = 29/10/09

Oh yea, before i can enjoy my weekend. I have to complete it first. Gosh! how annoying. Busy or not busy, i know i can do it in time. Especially when all of the assignment is a group assignment. I just hope my groupmate doing the same thing as i am. Cant afford to postpone the submission date again.

A friendly advise

2009-10-14T22:19:00.003+08:00

As some people know, im very close with my second sister.

Ting!
Yea,This is her, ignore me, i just got out from prison when we took this picture

When both of us were small, we used to fight with each other.
LOL, well, thats what we do when we're young.
Bully the smallest in the family.
I used to bully my younger sister too back in the days.
But now i just couldnt careless.
I do what i wanna do in my house.

So anyways, since im very close to her.
we share a lot of things together.
shes the one that recommend me what to drink .
She tells me where to go club and where not to.
Shes so cool.
thats why im closer to her.
She share her problem while i share mine.
Probably gonna stay with her if i can afford. LOL

If i know a girl, she will be the first to know.
she decide who i date.
because people, im a family man. :P
family know whats best for us.

I sound so family man.
HAHAAHA

Exam docket!

2009-10-13T23:23:00.002+08:00

Was so effing boring just now doing my auditing assignment, yea, its not finished yet.
Got a bit more to do but tons of research.
I dont like facts! Its so boring and book oriented.
Cant even use my own word to explain it.
I can but its just to hard to make up your own word.
Ok2, back to the main story.
Took my exam docket and my exam will be on 4th and 5th
Wohhoooo!!~ meaning one month of holiday
yea, wohoo to who is going home.
Me? I think im gonna stuck here for the holidays.
For those who knew already what happened to me know the story.
So i guess im gonna stay here for a month.
Wow! for the first time i got a one month break, im gonna stuck here in college.
How pathetic can my life be?
But dont think so im gonna just sit around here for one month.
I think im gonna get a job and just start working till i graduate.
If things are still the same like now.
If not, i think ill just go back to my home then.

Wish me luck

The weekend

2009-10-13T22:55:00.001+08:00

Weekend was spent with old and new friends :) I didnt do much on friday though except stay home and complete my auditing draft till 4 something. Friday night i went to giant alone as usual to buy some groceries in case i get hungry at night, Gonna gain weight remember? Cant afford to left my stomach empty. XD

Although raya fever has gone off, the openhouse are still on and there were 6 open house during that weekend but i can only afford to go 5. Sorry yana, was really tired and sleepless. Saturday was spent with them, which most of them are not in the same class as me but we are in the same orientation years back. Went three house that saturday, kick off with paan's house in seri kembangan at lunch time. YEAY, free lunch :D

Then we head off to kinrara area which im not very familiar and excited to know new places. One more area added in my GPS brain. LOL. Food was awesome, Lakse at paan's house, then nasi ayam at wafi's and mee kari at min's. My stomach was so full i got hungry back at 2am.

After those openhouses, i went to bukit jelutong to meet up with the old buddies. Naim, pacad, ranie and ayan. Just drink at mamak and catching up. Its been awhile since i hang out with them. Then i thought of going back to college but someone ask the question that i do usually reject. "wanna meet up or something?" So we hung out till dawn, took her for a little tour at 5 which is a lil bit weird since i dont live there. :D

Sunday!, got back to college around 7 and i almost sleep in the car while driving on the way back but i dont sleep that easily so yea, reached college safely and straight to bed. Someone called me at 11 am and after couldnt get my sleep balik. GARRR~~
Got online for abit while waiting the clock to reach 2pm because that was the time im leaving my house to continue my openhouse spree. First house was at kajang, nisa's house and kitty's at bangi. Thank god it was in that area, i mean the area which is near to my college. Got to start saving and got no more money to go further than my college. As usual, at kitty's house, paku was there and as usual i have prepare myself for the expected and just ignore that bastard and his gorilla.

Got back at 7 and was freaking tired, canceled with yana since i got no more energy to go anywhere else. Thought of resting my eyes for a sec but i accidentally overslept till the next morning without touching a bit on my auditing assignment. Got 12 hours of sleep and felt great the next day until i remembered that i have to pass up auditing that day :(

Unintended meetings

2009-10-07T06:08:00.003+08:00

The other day i was hungry and sleepy at the same time. I dont know whether to sleep first or to buy food. I said to myself "okay just sleep first then ill eat something when i wake up". Turn out i cant sleep because i was quite hungry at that time. So start my car and head off to beranang to pack food alone as usual. Got there and couple of my classmate were there eating as well. Not that i dont like them or anything. I just feel awkward with them abit for what they have done to me last year.

Im still trying to forgive them but i will not forgive them that fast. Thats just not me, once u did something to me, the pain is gone but the scar wont. So anyways they invited me to eat together since they saw me all alone. And one of them invited me to his openhouse this sunday. I might come if i dont have any plans or anything. Its not good to not come when people invite u for their openhouse. I know that jackass will be there but oh well ive imune myself to be in one place with the person that i dont like. Sometimes we just have to improvise and adapt the environment.

Made

2009-10-07T06:00:00.002+08:00

Actually i dont wanna be made, i just wanna gain weight. Im sick of being thin and research shows that 20 years old men should have the weight above 50kg. And guess what? my weight is just 49kg >.<

Ive given myself 3 months, yup till end of this year to gain about 5 or 10 kg. I dont know how to do it but im just gonna try. Its about time i gain my weight and have proper body shape :D Not showing my bones. LOL

The race starts now and by end of december ill show the outcome. Hope i gain weight, wish me luck :)

New look

2009-10-04T18:20:00.006+08:00

Remember one of my last month post? the list that i need to do?. yea, saturday morning i did one of it which is rearranging the furniture in my room. I was bored and couldnt sleep so why not change since ive planned it already. I went out that friday night with syu and met caped and his friends. How i adore them, PFFFTTT~~

Back to the main topic got back like 3something if im not mistaken and couldnt sleep till subuh. My mum went out early in the morning to find my sister a cat. GREAT! one more useless animal in the house. Haih! Start moving the furniture at 8 and i thought i can finish it by 12 so that i can get some sleep cause saturday night i got plans with nicole and everyone else. Nak mati tak tdo and pegi club? righttt~~

So anyways, my sister was sleeping in her room upstairs. So i need to move all the things as quiet as possible. Konon nye nak wat surprise when she wakes up everything will be normal but unfortunately tak sempat. At about 12 something i just dont have the energy to lift things up or do anything else. And my back ache like hell!!. Let me remind u that i did all this by myself. I changed my bed to queen size bed. The worst thing is not carrying down the bed but instead the mattress. YUP! they are really heavy and if uve been to my house, to coordinate through the stairs is kinda complicated.

When my sister woke up she was like "what the fuck afiq?" LOL, i explained to her and she asked me how did i bring down the chest. With skill, anything can happen, hahaha. I took some picture to show my new room. like i said, i was bored :D

This is my previous room. As u can see its kinda messy :P

I was cleaning my closet as well and i found this tshirt given to me by one of my ex. Funny

As u can see this is when the room is empty but behind the camera? havoc!

This is whats happening behind the camera, tumpang my younger sister room
and the tv area infront of my room >.< Aha! look at how much dust my room produce, no wonder ade org slalu selsema when sleeping over at my house. Mind the cat, die mmg penyibuk :D

This is my new room now, not much different like before but yea. Anything new works for me :)

Last but not least my new bed :D actually its new, its my sister but since shes not staying here, i figure i take her bed and replace mine for her room/guest room.

All my friends! now we all can sleep in my room instead my living room, LOL i have a bigger bed now. Slumber party at my house after exams. HAHAHA~~

Lifeless

2009-09-29T00:45:00.002+08:00

My life is so empty right now
i can sense it and yet i did nothing to overcome this problem
Im so lazy nowadays
Lazy to do anything good
My assignment that i have to pass up yesterday
Yea, its not finished yet
Thats how lazy i am.
i've never become so lazy like this

Fuck it, who cares right?
Im just gonna be so quite till some people will forget my existence
Its better that way.
Im so dead, so lifeless now
I wanna buy a new bottle of black label and drink it till im dead drunk

Hahaha, so emo this post
but yea, its true anyway.
Ive given up, ive lost my ways

Officially laying low on everyones radar
except for my collegemate la which i have to see them every weekend.

Deja vu

2009-09-29T00:37:00.002+08:00

Oh my effing god!.
She fucking did it again!!.
Just when things was going smoothly and peacefully.
She started to do the same things like before.

WOMAN, PLEASE STOP BEING SO VULNERABLE.
WOMAN, PLEASE STOP BEING SO STUPID.
WOMAN, PLEASE STOP BEING SO BLIND.
AND FINALLY, WOMAN, JUST STOP THIS NONSENSE.
YOUR MAKING PEOPLE LIKE ME GO CRAZY!!!!!

I dont know why she is so stubborn?!!
Im sick and tired with all this bullshit!!
The same old bullshit everytime pulak tu!!
I tell you, i know its not good to make u cry.
But sometimes things need to be handle by extreme measure.
I know we just celebrate raye recently but somethings need to be done so that she will realize that all of this crap is a big joke for her.

Someone is gonna explode this weekend =(

Raya Post

2009-09-29T00:28:00.004+08:00

Sorry cause i havent update my blog for so long. My laptop was in my room and damn lazy to bring it down and use the internet. Now im back at college and online 24/7 as usual. Hmm, Raya was ok la this year, got duit raye from family only. Other than that, didnt get from unknown people. But unfortunately, my duit raye is also finish. Thanx to the list i did from previous post, my money is goin down the drain. Well, i have some to spent but its not alot since im saving for the trip to somewhere far from KL and mantin. Well not that far actually but still, i just some time away from all this crap and just hang out with my friends.

My ramadhan?. I didnt puase penuh for your information. This year is worst than last year where i only fast for 8 days. LOL fuck it la!. I know im a bad person but yea, whos not right?. I havent upload the raya pics but u guys can view it through facebook and myspace tagged photos. Im so damn lazy to do anything right now. Even upload pics. Thanx to my sister, she tagged already so tak payah susah2 nak upload. Its not much anyway, just a few.

Blast from the past!

2009-09-14T13:26:00.002+08:00

Last time when i was in primary school, i used to like one of the girls in my class. To be honest i used to like alot of girls last time and still is. :D Me and my family used to shift around all the time, we dont stay long in one place. The maximum is 3 years. So every new school i went in i always ended liking some one in class. Sorry, cant help it. I think it runs in the blood. LOL

I was facebooking just now and i come across my old schoolmate/classmate. I used to like her as well. Back in the days she was quite pretty but i dont know what happen, now shes less pretty than before. hahaha, I was surprised though to see her now. She changed a lot. I added her last year i think but just recently i got to see her full picture and yea, im in shock.

Something that i dont like

2009-09-12T18:34:00.004+08:00

You know when people uses some other people name to get what he/she want?
Yea, i dont like that type of person.
Its so wrong and making you look dumber.
I know that type of person though.
She said she's the blablabla, and poof she gets what she wants.

Thats just not how life is.
You cant just take your grappling gun, shoot it and soar up to the roof.
You need to take the stairs.
Start from scratch.

War of the parking lot

2009-09-12T18:28:00.002+08:00

This is a funny story. My neighbor next door suddenly decided to park his car at my parking lot in front of my house. The funny thing is, im not that pist off instead my mum pulak yang lebih2. hehehe, Well kinda fuck up though the neighbor. Last night she heard my car's alarm, some people know how it sounds like. And straight away the chinese bitch went out and took my parking spot as soon as i leave the house.

What makes me mad is that there is no car in your parking garage then why bother park the car outside?. menyemak kan jalan je! i can be excused since the garage is filled by my mum's and my sister's car. Takkan nak park atas kete dorg kot. heh

My mum is always the one pumped up when they stole my parking spot. When shes pump up, you can hear her swearing and all that..funnay!!

Its over

2009-09-08T13:43:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was my last paper for midterm examination.
But that doesnt mean its over.
Some of my friends got a week to enjoy their holiday
But im stuck with two assignment :(
My bad though for doing it this late.
I dont know why but my body is always weak nowadays.
I tend to get tired quick than before.
And my sleeping time is so not fixed.

Need to straighten up some things.
Have only one week to do the assignments.
I know i can do it as usual.
hahaha :D

Exam was pretty fun.
Loqman shoot me with something unexpected.
Strategic planning process.
LOL
Thank god i still remember how to do it.
Thanx Mr james for the surprise attack.
well not so surprise since u told us too early about the planning process.

Have a good holiday legendarian.
See u in one week time :)

Mid ramadhan

2009-09-05T06:17:00.002+08:00

So today is the 15th day of puase.
I hope some of my friends still puase penuh.
I know i dah ponteng few days :P
Let me recheck whats the 411 on me

Puase:8 days
ermmm: 7 days
Terawih: still nil

Haih, but im gonna do better this year.
unlike last year, i only fast 14 days, LOL
Well, good luck to everyone and have a nice ramadhan.
we have 15 more days to enjoy it :D

Things to......

2009-09-05T06:04:00.002+08:00

Things to do before raye:

clean up my room and my house
clean my toilet pronto!
shopping for raye

Things to buy before raye:

1 long sleeve shirt (white)
2 collar tshirts
a snow cap/normal cap
a pair of shoe

Things to do after raye

rearrange the furniture in my room
continue college, damn!
clubbing with some friends
save some money

Things to buy after raye

mom's present
shades
braces (sponsored by my mum)

Things to do for dharmia

service her
repair her window
change remote alarm
buy her perfume
fix the allignment
touch n go for her

oh my!!..so many things to do, thats if i have enough all money for all that. Crap, going broke here! anyone for robbing a bank?? garrrr~~

Cousins night out

2009-09-01T06:19:00.003+08:00

After how many long months of not hanging out with them. One of my cousins called me and invite me to go watch a movie at pavilion. I think she invited me cause i msn her the previous day. Otherwise i dont think so shes gonna call me and ajak :P LOL..

It was fun catching up with them again. Hear whats up and about from the ampang side. Azman has become taller than me now. How shock was that? last time he was so little. hahaha

We watched dance flick that night. The movie is bloody stupid and funny. Stupid wayans brothers for making me laugh my ass off. Maybe gonna hang out with them soon. Raya maybe. Pffttt~~

Here comes the exam season..

2009-09-01T06:12:00.002+08:00

Hmm, been very lazy lately to study. The mood for study is not here yet with me. Wednesday is my first paper, Sales planning operation. Garrr, its so boring yet i have to study it. Then i got more assignment on my table that need to be submit after mid term break. So much for break :(

3 weeks of all out if i were to have a nice raye this year. Damn that sucks! ALOT! but oh well, sacrifice need to be done for the sake of fun, and most important, DUIT RAYA!!!

Wish me luck people!

Selamat berpuasa people!

2009-08-26T20:13:00.002+08:00

And thus ramadhan has once again arrive after one long year of eat,smoke and drink freely.
This year of puase is so dull!
As some people know i live all by myself in college and my new housemate balik pun for sleep only.
Then when he wakes up, he went straight to the house infront of mine which most of his friends stayed.
So time berbuka, left me only, all by myself, bukak puase sorang2 :(
so sad right?
but yea, i dont mind la.
mati pun sorang2 kan :P
currently i tak tinggal lagi my puase..
but i think its because i sleep alot..heee
im tired ok from the assignments..

anyways! just to wish all of you guys selamat berpuase..
sorry lambat update..
no internet at kolej and was freaking busy with work :/

Legendarians!!

2009-08-26T19:41:00.001+08:00

so my friend told me that now you have to pay rm60 bucks to have internet. The college will give you the password and username. fuck up tak??..bapak die la!!...wtf legenda?...dulu ckp internet free sume free.. now kene bayar..buto ape?..baik aku beli celcom broadband je..cam sial!!..expenses lagi.. sian budak2 baru masok..blom pape dah kene bayar..haih..kolej legenda babi!!!

A lot more to do..

2009-08-26T19:13:00.002+08:00

Woot woot!!
Im done with 2 assignments!!
Sales planning operation and business strategy
but this is just the beginning.
Next week i got exams pulak..
SPO and BS againnn~
haih..
and theres more!!!!!
Quality management and auditing due dates on 14 and 15th september
GARRRR!!!~~
but thank god this raye i can enjoy without doing any assignments :D

Ups & Downs

2009-08-21T15:16:00.003+08:00

Things aren't going so smoothly in life right now. And yet, still a lot of my friends ask me hows life and shit. Well to tell you the truth, its not that good. at one time, im thinking about 3 or 4 things to do. Yes, sometimes i looked happy but honestly im not. There's a lot in my mind now.

Tons of assignments on my table that need to be done, couple of them due next week and college is not helping that much by having problem with the internet connection. I have to wait till i got back to then only i can do my assignments. Yes i can do it with books but sorry, i dont really like to be in the library, staring at all the books just makes me sleepy. Well need to be more discipline with my timing and i bet i can finish it by this sunday. Hopefully.

Theres a lot more but why share if theres no one has the solution. pfft~

MTV world stage

2009-08-18T22:48:00.002+08:00

OH-MA-GA!!!!...mtv world stage rock weyh!!...i got the backstage passes and drank beers with tyson ritter. Oh!, he was so funny and cool. Then met with pixie lott, guess what? i taught her how to dance zapin. hahaha, it was fun!!~~ hoobastank rock the stage and we manage to smoke some weed together. GARRRR!!! it was awesome!!

7000 plus show up at sunway lagoon. It was damn pack and the rail dividing the mosh pit pecah okay! but i had a blast!!..

oh wait, scratch that, i mean all of that. hahaha!, i didnt go actually. Well that was the plan but last minute i sold my tickets to someone else. I dont like crowded place and swine flu just make it worst. And someone else didnt go. oh well, thats life. We miss things.

Hmmmm

2009-08-16T16:41:00.003+08:00

d.i.li.h??
YES!!!
d.i.lo.h??
not yet
maybe soon?
d.i.h.do.w.h?
Right now, yea

Sorry merapu, i want to tell people but i dont want to let them know straight away
so they have to figure it out by themselves :D

Quality time with her

2009-08-16T14:23:00.003+08:00

Last friday the whole day was spend with my sister. Yea thats her in the picture. I was lazy to go out that day actually but yea i went out anyway with her.

Went to accompany her to service her car and few shopping malls to find her a black short. We went to ampang point first but she didnt found any nice short instead im the one who bought few tshirts. LOL, then we went to nichi and finally found her shorts. chicks! 1 malls isnt enough for them. :P

Then she brought me to the saloon since i wanted to get a hair cut before we went to envie that night :D heee,

Envie was ok to me but the club is fucking cold! Knowing me, i cant stand cold and didnt drink that much cause i have to control my drinking. Dont want to be like before. You dont like me when im drunk. hahaha, After envie, her friends decided to go werners pulak for another round of drinks and different environment/music.

Suprisingly i met my friend there. The funny thing was, i was a bit tipsy that time and couldnt recognize her that time until one of her friend came baru la i prasan who was she. Sorry dear.

Before we went back to cheras, there was a bit drama between my sister and her bf. And there was total awkwardness in the car after that. haih.

Im waiting for the picture from my sisters friend but she hasnt upload it yet. So yea, the picture above is one from my collection. Ill upload the picture some other time yeah?

Dilemma lar!

2009-08-11T02:19:00.002+08:00

The planned was to apply anywhere in australia for my degree. Yes im considering to continue my degree somewhere in australia. Theres a big chance im gonna take degree in accounting. But suddenly my degreemates has second thoughts on where to continue her study. I dont mind anywhere but as long i go with her. Scared la to go somewhere far from malaysia alone. Im not that independent as some people. hehehe.

Now she has second thoughts where should she go. For me, i just go with her. Penyibuk antarabangsa, yup, thats me :P

My sisters will like if i go to the UK since she studied there before and her husband is from there. But on the other hand, my mum said its kinda expensive there. HAIH!~ oh well, like lily said, just apply everywhere and see where we can go in ;D

Gadoh by komas (2009)

2009-08-07T03:39:00.005+08:00

I just watched this movie moments ago and theres a combination of comedy, educational and seriousness in this movie.

This movie is about a gang of student both malay and chinese who have issue with each other. And they always end up punching some one in the face to settle stuff. One of the teachers there invite her old collegemate to teach these students some manners and integration through theater club.

To me its a good movie and funny too. Especially during one part when the teacher asked them to express their hatred. This one guy made me laugh for hours because he said "orang cina makan babi, pengotor, berak tak penah basuh" "bangun pagi, tak mandi pagi. badan bau busuk" HAHAHA!! with his facial expression, i bet ull laugh too.

Its damn funny and yet u can learn something from this movie. At the end, they'll say something what real school did do. If you want to watch it, i can pass you the movie. :)

FF :D

2009-08-06T13:51:00.002+08:00

Its a date!! After gazzillions, trillions time canceled with her, we finaly got to meet up after few months of not seeing each other. The last time i met her it was at sunburst but thats doesnt consider as meeting her. It was unintentionaly.

Before the date i was hanging out pacad after i sent my dad to his place in pandan indah. Thats another drama im gonna tell some other time :P Was hang out with pacad since 4 till 7 with some other folks. My timing wasnt that great, got home at 7 and my isnt back yet from buying my dinner. Shower and iron my-hard-to-iron shirt and after 20 minutes of ironing, finally most of the wrinkles has gone. Asking a men to do a womens job, thats what happen. hahaha

Arrive at her place at 8 something and straight to one utama. The plan was to watch movie at the earliest time since she got curfew at 11. DAMN! We got infront of the line and wanted to watch the proposal but the seats available is right infront of the screen, setem on the other hand, well, you could say that its not our kinda movie. LOL, Then theres overheard. Some chinese movie, Lagi la kite taknak tengok. We end up ditching movie and went scouting for food. I wanted to go secret recipe but she said theres this nice place somewhere in the old wing but i dont know what happen but we couldnt find the restaurant. Then its back to plan A which is eating at secret recipe but it was 9 something already and the guy said that we could only take away. HAIH!

Wait!, theres more, she wanted to buy cream puff but unfortunately the lady said the puff baru je habis. And theres only coronet but its slightly different from cream puff. TAKNAK! On the way back to the carpark we bought baskin robbin. Before we can reach the car park, the guard said that the escalator is closed and we have to use the lift to go to the carpark. MORE TURN OFF!

We end up in uptown eating sotong kangkung and kuey toew goreng kerang. HAHAHA, its a funny day for me and for her as well. What we planned all didnt go so well. But there was alternative to all the things its just that we're a bit picky sometime. Yes we are FF :)

It was a fun day because we did all the unplanned things. And all unplanned things leads to fun fun and more fun.

Now i have excuse to go out with her again since we didnt have the chance to watch movie yesterday. see you soon :)

Damn you ants!

2009-08-06T13:41:00.003+08:00

I just got back from cheras an hour ago.
AND....
I think theres ants in my laptop!!..
BABI GILE!!
Typing then it'll come out one by one..
PUKI!!
My common solution?
not gonna use shieldtox but instead...
I take them and roll them to and throw them in the dust bin :D
Waiting for more to come out..
ngeeee :D
Im waiting for u antssss~~~~

Happenings @ shapeq's house

2009-08-03T23:52:00.003+08:00

Last wednesday i woke up to a very bad fever. The night before i had i minor migrain/headache. I thought it was a normal headache and hope that it will be gone the next morning but i was wrong as usual. I woke up and my head was freaking heavy and my body temperature was high. I dont know how much but i know its high :P i couldn't wake up to go to class and dont have the energy to cook breakfast or whatsoever.

I thought it was H1N1 but luckly when i check with the doctor, she said that my blood presure was low and advice me to drink warm 100 plus. EIUW!!. Doesnt taste that good but which medicine taste good right? I couldnt drive back to cheras so my mum picked me up from college on thursday evening. Had to leave my car here all by herself. haih

Friday night i was kinda ok that day and lily came over that night since she's lazy to hang out at college after one whole day jalan2 with nad and ziela at ikea. She stopped by my house with naim and kidnap me to go shisha in ampang. At first i dont wanna go cause when she called me i was already on the bed, resting. But how can i refuse to go out right? So we when anyway. The place was fun. Heard a lot about that strip but didnt have the chance to go there until that night. But the funny thing was, someone got cockoo and i had to drive back. Yes, the sick boy has to drive back. hehehe :D but no worries, its all good.

Lily and naim slept at my place for the first time, heee and we pillow talked till 6 am. Lily surrender first then naim then me. So much for my fever rest. LOL, and since im not that well, sleeping on the floor makes me harder to sleep. Got about 3 hours of sleep, got up and hang out in my moms room to watch some tv. They slept till like 1 something. The plan was to go to college and pick my car with pacad but after lunch both of them continue sleeping suprisingly. even my sister said "kuatnye dieorang tido" and i replied "well, this is what we do most of the time at college" SLEEP!

We went back to college bout 8 something or 9pm. Dengan cari ngv lagi for lily's terano. heh. The fun doesnt end there. We went to trickshot and dinner before we went to shah alam to send naim. With lack of sleep/red eyes, we drove back to cheras and reached home about 4 something. Suprisingly, with all that tiredness, i slept only 5 hours.

Sorry x10

2009-08-01T10:13:00.002+08:00

Im sorry readers for not updating my blog that often. Its not that i dont want, i have the idea in my head but just when i wanna type in, *poof* i forgot what to write about. Maybe its because i barely sign in in my blog. Oh well, August just started and i always update my blog early of the month :P

So wait for my gossips, drama and useless stuff..

Sayonara!

Malaysia vs Man Utd

2009-07-19T21:35:00.003+08:00

The game was yesterday and i went to watch the match with my uncle. Yup, just the both of us spending quality time together :D Actually my aunty sponsored us the tickets so that my uncle can go watch the game and because im the oldest nephew in the family. My mum asked me to go with him.

So anyways, it was hell waiting for the game to start. Both me n my uncle almost fell asleep. We bought 3 burgers to eat, 2 meat and 1 chicken. The chicken is mine but suddenly my uncle cant eat meat. So he took my chicken. :( ok, that was a silly joke. hahaha, So the game started at 5.30 but before that we did get to watch all the palyers warm up just to kill our time waiting.

The game was great! well, as most people expected man utd scored the 1st two goal but malaysia manage to catch up and score one before the half time. The whole stadium cheer including me, i was up the chair and shouting as well, hahaha. Second half, man utd subs goalkeeper Foster miscalculate the ball and miss kick it, malaysian striker amri yahya manage to run faster than the goalkeeper and scored the 2nd goal for malaysia. Then i can see by how malaysia play they dont want to win but all they want was a draw with man utd but unfortunately few minutes before full time, Owen scored the winning goal.

hahahaha, dah macam commentator pulak :P But to me, it was a good game by malaysia. Although they play abit "kampung"style" they manage to lose 3-2 to one of the worlds top club. To be honest, im impressed by them. In 2001, they lose to man utd with the score of 6-0.

Go on malaysia, hope to see you guys in the 2014 world cup :P

*sorry people, no pictures were taken because of laziness in me to bring my bulky camera

When the expected occurs

2009-07-15T14:51:00.002+08:00

Oh my!! my housemate came back just now and guess what he told me? "aku dah habis dah, tinggal supplementary exam je, pastu aku chow la." GREAT!!!

I thought hes gonna be here for like another 1 or 2 semester but i thought wrong. Within few days the house is gonna be all mine. ALL MINE! but im gonna be so damn boring staying at home after this. haih!

Oh well, look at the brightside, now i got the house all to myself only, i can do whatever i want, even run naked in the house now. And i can also bring chicks up to my cribs. But unfortunately, theres no chick for me here. DAMN!

Gonna put the tv in my room after this since theres no one watching it anymore. Its gonna be my room, my house. LOL,

I hate....

2009-07-15T01:50:00.004+08:00

I hate myself for not having high self confidence
I hate going out in the afternoon
I hate backstabber and liar
I hate people that love to make up stories
I hate bimbos :P
I hate when people ask "eh gf u tak marah ke kalau kite chat/text?"
I hate people who like to use other people
I hate shallow minded people
I hate for not getting A in every subject i study
I hate jews
I hate 2 faces
I hate stuck up bitches
I hate being single
I hate people that like to steal/owe other people money
I hate queen control
I hate my stepmom
I hate that i cant draw anything but only stick man
I hate when people ask for 3rd chance
I hate that i cant sing
I hate being the last to know things

There you go!!..some things that i hate. Theres more but im fucking lazy to write all it down. So dont do these thing if you're my friend.

All alone.....

2009-07-13T02:51:00.003+08:00

So this semester will begin with me alone in my room. My last roomate has finished his studies and left me all alone in that room. How bout my other housemate? well, im not that close with him but we do talk some time about football and those typical question, "takde class ke?", "habis paper bile?", "tak balik this weekend". And some time he comes into my room just to have one cigarette. I dont mind, im not that stingy. hehehe :P

But for sure im gonna miss my previous roomate. We start of slow but as u leave with someone for 3 years or more, u start to be closer than before. Although my roomate is totaly the opposite of me, we manage to live together under one roof for 3 years without any problems. After all those years, i see him as my brother, he looks young but actually he's 3 years older than me.

Oh well, like i told my friends, people always leave. You cant stay with one crowd for the rest of your life. you need to meet new people as well especially when the current people around u have move on.

Im gonna miss him but look at the bright side right??, the room is totally mine now. Now i can sleep on the bottom bed where there will be no lights right above my head. hahaha. :D

heellloooo???

2009-07-11T03:28:00.002+08:00

Ok i know i dont update my blog that often, but if ur in my blog, tulis la pape kat mumble station. gile sedih woooo..asek name nysaaa kat bawah tu..dah bosan tgk bende same.. so please2 dont be shy and crap here.

Cannot go im promoting my mumble station. hahaha :P

Bye bye holidayyyy~~~

2009-07-10T21:27:00.002+08:00

So this is like the last weekend i have before new semester kick off this monday. I went to register myself couple of days ago and boy im very happy with my latest result. I was shocked because i thought i have failed couples of subject last semester but my mistake. Im not gonna let people know what i get for my result but its very satisying to me. So you be the judge.

Holiday is almost over and as usual there were ups and down, what to do when life is like a rollercoaster. But honestly, i enjoyed my holiday and i hope my collegemates did as well. 3 weeks of no studies and only pure entertainment. hah! but i didnt get to go to perak like i planned. Hmm, maybe next month ill have the time and most impotant thing, $$$ to go there. Promised someone i will go there. hehehe

For me 3 weeks of holiday is just nice, not too much time wasted and not too much time used. Like i said, just nice rather than having holiday till 2 or 3 months. Damn! some student can die from boredom. Unless they have tons of money and can go eurotripping. haih.

Oh well, cant wait to go back to college and study something new, oh my, i sound so nerdy. heh, and cant wait to know some new gossips around campus. :D

Kelantan trip!!

2009-07-04T15:02:00.006+08:00

So i found out that my dad is ditching his 2nd wife and gonna leave kl and shift to kelantan. It was a last minute thing and my family asked me to find someone to company me during the trip because we're gonna drive two cars there since theres not enough space for my dad stuff. The first choice was caped but he couldnt make it cause his dad didnt give the green light to go. Thank god my oold schoolmates willing to ditch his college and company me. :D

The trip took us about 8 hours to drive from kl to kelantan but this include our pit stop for makan2 and kencing semua. LOL, it was fun!! i drove to kelantan all by myself since my friend, joe was not that confident to drive long distance. Hes more to riding motorcycle than driving car.

I stayed at my grandma's house because she was all alone at her house but my dad stayed at my aunty's house. so yeah. :P I had fun at kelantan but the trip was more to business than pleasure so i dont have that much time to shops for stuff. But we did went to the beach, just to taste some new air right from the shore.

On the way back, we didnt used the road the one we driving to kelantan, we did detour, driving by the beach through Terengganu and Pahang. Joe and my family was saying " tak jumpe wawa ke?" right~~~ wawa was my ex back when i was 15,16 and she lived in terengganu. Oh well, that was history.

Conclusion!!, it was damn fun although the company was only one friend. I pity my dad though, he have to stay there since theres no one that can help him in kl. I almost cried the day im going back to kl. but kene la tahan kan, ade kawan kat sebelah. hehehe :P

Oh ya, heres the picture we took there :D

This is my grandma's house :D

A&W terengganu where i went dating with wawa.

Budak skuter terengganu. just for fun

Pantai cahaye bulan!!

One of the pit stop, this was at gue musang, can u see my tired face?..LOL

here's the story, lori masok gaung, due crane nak kene angkat lori tu, end of story

oh people, thats my dad. harap2 i tak botak cam die nnt, hahaha :P

Remebering 4th of june 2008

2009-06-10T05:15:00.002+08:00

4th of june 2008, this date means something to me. Well not on a good side but more to negative matters. Wanna know what happen on that day?. Well i was accused of stealing laptop from this couple of dumbshit twins and stealing handphone from this little dick pathetic bastard. Yes, you should be suprised because i am. I was so surprised because at the time their belongings was stolen, i was in cheras, KL, far far away from mantin and they stiil can accused me of stealing. Fucking wanker!!..

That day everyone i knew turn their backs on me except for nas and his housemates. And after one year, not single of those piece of shit ever apologize to me even though they already knew who stole their laptop. They act like nothing happen, but not me. Once u do something bad to me, I am not gonna forgive u and for sure i am not gonna forget bout it just like that.

This one guy even see a "bomoh" to determine who stole his handphone. well, to him this bomoh is a ustaz who have magical power. But to all of us, he's no ustaz but just a lousy bomoh with magical ass power. And guess what?. since my name is so nice, the guy picked my name of all the students in legenda. And the bomoh even told him where my house is. Here how the bomoh picked my name, He hold a string that was attached to a ROCK and this dumbshit say his suspects' name. When he said my name, the rock moves meaning i am the guy who stole his handphone. Pffft! and the worst thing was everubody freaking believe him.

Ok here how the story goes with some dialogue i remembered. It was after mid semester break. One of the twins called me and invite me to go eat dinner with him and others but i just got back from genting that night so i was still in kl. The next day i went to nas's house just to hang out and suddenly paan called from downstairs and said that he wanna talk to me about something.

paan: cuti ko camner? ok?
shapeq: ok je kot, aku g summersplash ngan genting, apsal?
paan: ko kat mane ptg selase?
shapeq: aku kat cheras, mak aku amik. ade ape?
paan: takde, hp G hilang petang tu and die ade jumpe ustaz nie. ustaz nie bnyk tlg family G n mmg rapat ngan family die. ustaz nie ckp ko yg curik handphone die.
shapeq: kpale otak ko, agak2 la aku nak amik barang die. sumpah aku tak amik weyh. aku kat kl kot time tu.
paan: tp masalah nye, antare sume org, name ko yg naik tau. name org lain takde lak?
shapeq: tu bukan aku nye pasal. Aku mmg kat kl. mane leh main tuduh2 camnie.
paan: tu aku tatau, dorg sume ngah tunggu nak pukul ko. laptop S pn hilang and dorg pn suspect ko sbb ko last skali kat umah die before cuti. Laptop die hilang ari khamis.
shapeq: apsal aku yg kene nie? aku tak amik kot? agak2 la nak pukul2. khamis aku kluar kot ngan kawan baik aku g shah alam. aku mane ade kat kolej time tu.
Paan: kalu ko amik, baik ko ngaku. aku ade kawan yg cam gile kat kelang, malas nak pagil dorg.
shapeq: aku tak amik la, aku tak amik aku nak mengaku ape nye? takkan nak pukul aku sbb aku tak amik. gile ape?
paan: tu aku tatau, aku tlg bgtau kat ko je. aku bukan nye nak masok campur pn.

Then the twins and G shows up at nas house, preparing for something konon nye. Paan went upstairs to talk to them what i told paan but they insist that i meet them and tell them myself. So i went up and here it goes. (this conversation occurs in farid's room)

shapeq: apsal nie weyh? paan ckp ko tuduh aku curik handphone ko? aku tak amik la, aku takde pn kat kolej time tu.
G: takde, aku mintak tlg ustaz nie, die slalu tlg aku kalau ade brg2 hilang ke ape, die leh carik kan balik.
shapeq: so caner die leh petik name aku lak?. aku takde kat sini kot. ko nak ckp ape plak?
G: (blaberring how much good this guys is)
Twins: Laptop aku hilang khamis tu, skang aku nak kepastian ko katner time tu. aku nak mintak no fon mak ko boleh?
shapeq: ok, amik la. 019*******
Twins: so kalu mak ko ckp ko takde kat sini khamis nie, kiteorg ngan ko settle la.
shapeq: fine. aku tak amik pn.
G: skang aku ngan ko nie camner? Kalu ko tak amik sape lagi amik?
shapeq: mane aku tau, aku takde la kat sini. ko nak aku ckp ape? aku amik?
G: kalu ko tak ngaku, ustaz tu ade bagi telur, kalu aku bakar telur tu, nnt ko sakit. payah kang.
shapeq: bakar la, aku nak takot ape? kalu aku tak amik takkan aku yg kene kot.
Paan: ko jgn shafiq, mende nie sakit. kalu bakar camner pn, nnt ko yg kene gak.
shapeq: (dalam hati) eh eleh, aku tak amik nak kene aku gak nie ape kes? kate taknak masok campur tdi?

Then more of G housemate came to nas's house. and suddenly he accused me of stealing his precious hp. The reason is he saw my new phone the sony ericsson im using now.

G: ari tu aku ade tny kan brape ko beli phone baru ko, ko ckp RM400 kan?
shapeq: aha, apsal ngan hp aku nie plak?
G: ustaz tu ade ckp, org curik phone aku dulu jual phone aku tu dpt RM400. tu aku dah syak ko.
Shapeq: pulak dah? aku beli phone nie gune duit mara kot. time tu aku baru dpt 2nd check. tak semestinye hp aku je 400. cam la takde hp org lain yg 400.

(theres one part about kitty borrowed my external harddisk to move game files, but i forgot the conversation) damn! but kitty told G that he last saw me when he was half sleep half awake. And saying that im the last one he saw leaving the house before G's phone went missing.

Let me make things clear for all you kampung son of bitches, first of all, i didnt take ur crappy phone. im satisfied with my cheap phone. Next time, if u wanna accused me, plz show some hard evidence and for god sakes, get ur facts straight la. and not some shitty bomoh that just choose random name especially when the person is innocent. When i asked that i wanted to meet this bomoh, how come u dont have the balls to bring me and see him? People make mistake dumbass and ur so-called ustaz just made a huge one there. Ill give u one piece of good advice, when ur stuff is stolen, learn to accept it. Stop being so childish and blaming innocent people around u. You just made yourself look dumb!! And to paan and kitty, you cant just put the blame on me, you're the one who wanted to borrow my external harddisk to take some porn and to move game files, its not that im the who ask u to borrow it so that so that i can check the line is clear or not to steal something from your house. And when things like this happen, who is to be blame? the guy who is being nice and lend you his external harddisk. Thank you so much for that. When im trying to be nice to all of you, you stab me in the back with a rambo knife.

I dont mind all that, cause i believe in karma. Few months after this incident, G's laptop got stolen, see KARMA!!. kitty bust up his car for sleeping while driving, aha!!,another KARMA for you dickheads! So its ok if you wanna do this crap to me, i dont mind cause its not me that gonna punish u, its the one guy upstairs that will.

Thanx to hazieq because he's the only one that believe me including nas and his housemate for being neutral. Beside them, you fuck face just go to hell. Sorry for being a hypocrite in class but only god knows how much i hate you twins and G's housemates.

I really hope you people read this. i dont care how you people will react to this post but as long as you know how much i fucking hate you, im ok with it. and dont bother to tell me that u hate me, cause i already know that.

Toyota Innova :D

2009-06-09T09:23:00.003+08:00

This is the video advertisement that we have to do for assignment 2 advertising and promotion. It was fucking tiring but we all had fun doing this advert. Some of us even got so stressed up and explode at each other. Fun moments, haih!

We planned to this ad in the evening but you know students, plans will never go smooth. especially when one of them did not have enough sleep. HEEEE :D But we manage to do it at night with some phones and cars lighting. You dont have the tools, imporvise!

The set was taken at naim's in bukit jelutong, well, actually that wasn't the original place but we didnt have much time to search. So go je lah!.. Before the shooting lily told me that she banged her badly but when i took a look at it, CEH!!!, I thought it was freaking bad till we can't shoot the whole body of the car, but theres not much different at the bumper.

So anyways, we edited the video and there you go, the complete advertisement done by us, shapeq, lily, caped, naim, jaja, pacad and not forgeting zap :)

Yippeeee~~

2009-06-09T04:46:00.003+08:00

Im proud to say that im very happy right now. This is because most of the assignments have been passed up and my stress meter have decline drastically lately. Fuh!. thank god!. For this i wanna thank myself for buying the cigeratte as the stress reliever, my groupmates for all their effort on task completion. HAHAHA~

Sorry i was abit hyper in class today people, its the lack of sleep. im at the maturity stage of the product life cycle when i was in class and after that its the declining stage. Got back from class, change my clothes and off to bed! weee~~

But actually the assignments is not over yet. Got two more to go but im relieve cause the hard part of the assignments are done and leaving with me with the simple task and not forgetting the final exam. haih!

Just one more week to go people!!..wohoooo and im done with this semester. Cant wait for the semester break. I wanna sleep and sleep and sleep! and play guitar hero all night long! i miss playing afterlife by avenged sevenfold. I wonder if there is new guitar hero in the market.

CANT WAIT! 90% OF THE ASSIGNMENT DONE!!!!~~

Not my fault

2009-05-22T03:01:00.003+08:00

Sorry people if im not that active in updating my blog. Its not that i dont to update, its just that i have the idea what to write. Well the ideas always pop up right before i go to bed and the next morning i want to update it, i forgot about it already. Plus the internet in my college is abit fucked up lately i cant really update it as much as i want. I even cant do the assignments without it. but sometimes its good if i dont have the internet cause i can focus all my energy and my brain towards my assignments instead of playing with myspace and mybrute :P

Hopefuly this weekend i can do some productive work. I dont want to let my team down especially L. You wont like her if she's down, i bet ull hide under the table to avoid her rage. Ive been through it once and hell it scares my till i pee in my pants, well i think i exeggurate a lil bit. Just scared, not till pee in my pants. HAHAHA!!

Im trying my best hear people, need to get 3.60 for my cgpa by next year. I wanna go to RMIT!!..I wanna score some hot aussie chicks. :D

1 down, 5 to go :(

2009-05-22T02:34:00.002+08:00

Yeah! yesterday i manage to complete my Management Accounting assignments. But i dont think so i did well in the assignment. I checked with some of my friends and i thinki put some item at wrong place. I know! DAMN IT!!.. But im not that worry cause the second assignment i still can get A. Well if i dont do any mistake again. Gonna do it thoroughly and check it over and over again. HAISH!

Other than that i still got another 5 assignments on my table but couple of my friends are doing one assignment so that means i still got 4. Thats still alot to handle with finals coming mid of june. Im so fucked up!. But gonna move on and try my best to do it. Its not that hard actually, just need alot of research. Once u done that, all will be smooth and easy as pie :D

But i cant be too confident, you'd never know whats coming next. Like now, my whole god damn block doesnt have internet and i have to come back to cheras to use my house internet.

Note to my friends: ill be free after 19th of june, then can go woot woot with some chicks. LOL

Those were the days.....

2009-05-12T12:08:00.006+08:00

OH MY GOD!!!...its been months since i've gone to clubbing with my friends or my sisters. it's not that i dont want, its just that im too busy to go clubbing and dont have that much money to go. i miss going to clubs although i told some of my friends that ive quit clubbing. HAHA, oh well, holiday is coming next month and for sure im going clubbing next month. Gotta save some money in the mean time.

I wanna save money so that i can go holiday with my friends. Hopefully to genting or singapore, or somewhere near the beach. I need some sun to kill of the stress that ive been carrying this whole semester. I know its not that much but its still stress. LOL. Hah!

I miss this crowd with iffah and nic and syahreen. We're supposed to hang out but all of us are always busy and dont have time to hang out like we used to. That night the crowd was havoc and to me, havoc equals to fun fun and more fun :D

I am not satisfied as well,

2009-05-08T02:10:00.003+08:00

Just when it looked like Didier Drogba's red card, John Terry's missed penalty and Nicolas Anelka's saved spot-kick would be used as a motivational tool in a Guus Hiddink Champions League final team-talk, fate dealt Chelsea another cruel, cruel hand.Never mind the "cup with big ears". Yes! they failed once again to get the UEFA champions league champion title once again.

I didnt watch the game though cause i have to sleep since i got test the next morning but right after i woke up i checked the score and it was 1-1 meaning barcelona has won due to away goals. I read the summary through online and all of the player was unsatisfied with the referee that night. Well who doesnt when he deny all four penalties. Thats just total bullshit la. If one, yes maybe we can forgive him. But four? thats just corruption. As Chelsea manager said "Conspiracy is a very tough word and, if there is, you have to prove it. Obviously there is a lot written and said prior to this game. I can only mention what I see. I cannot say whether UEFA wouldn't like another English final." What to do if the english teams are stronger than spanish or italian league?

Drogba was the one that is very aggresive that night. Well i think all of the players were including the fan including me! Chelsea manager said that he will help drogba with his action since he knows what drogba did was a right thing.

As for the referee that night. He got something special waiting for him soon. I read that he got death threat from someone. The net wrote "Referee Tom Henning Ovrebo was understood to have been smuggled out of the country by police Thursday after receiving death threats." hahaha, thats what u get if ur messing with the team owned by a russian tycoon. which only meant that those mafias from russia are looking for u. IN UR FACE!

But dont worry chelsea, we can try our luck next year. i will back u up. Well, as soon i buy one of your jersey. hahaah :P

Blues for life!

How much should dating cost nowadays in kl??

2009-05-02T12:27:00.003+08:00

I was blog hoping and found this interesting articles for a guy to read, especially me :P

There are too many variables: from shallow golddigging bitch with her own money but doesn’t want to spend it, to middle-class well-adjusted girl who pays half the time, to wealthy and generous girl who doesn’t mind splitting from time to time, to sugar mummy who spends on you.

Thanks to all the experienced daters of women (from the played to the players) who shared their thoughts with me on this. Having heard your stories - I hope you meet better girls.

Your petrol cost: (RM10-RM40)

Girls reading this will probably think: Damn kiamsap right? Have to think of how much you have to spend on petrol just to go see her! How can! You stingy bastard!

Actually, it is a valid cost. Especially valid if it she stays very far away.

Given that your girlfriend used to stay with you, and you did nothing but watch DVDs, you had no petrol cost. That is about to change.Whether she lives in Cheras or Subang Jaya, Balakong or Damansara Heights makes a difference, relative to where you stay.

I used to date a girl in Balakong. We met under odd circumstance. It was a one and a half hour drive each time to go to her place from PJ. That’s probably about RM25-RM30 of petrol per back and forth trip by today’s prices. I must have spent close to RM1000 on petrol just on her. She was worth the drive, and we went out many times, but eventually broke my heart. But that’s a story for another time.

Pro-tip:
“You can reduce your petrol costs by driving at a moderate speed, not braking suddenly, and checking your tires! Or you can pick up girls around your condo…”

Communication: (RM20-RM300)

Not only are you going out with her from time to time, but I assume you also have to sweet talk her and tell her she very pretty.

I’m assuming your girlfriend is within driving distance, so it’s not going to be a significant cost.

But if she’s in Singapore, then expensive la. There are too many variables, but here’s some tips:

If you’ve been calling her a lot, put her number on your Activ5/8Pax/Friends & Family plan.
It’s cheaper to call from mobile to mobile than house line to mobile.
Webcam and chat on MSN and Skype is actually more fun.

Pro-tip:
“If she doesn’t want to talk to you, you save money on your handphone bills!”

Food: (RM10-RM500)

Breaking down your food options, prices are quoted for two people, assuming you’re paying for her.

An easy way is to ask: What kind of food do you like? If she shy shy and say anything also can…to avoid looking like a cheapskate, go by approximation: The kind of restaurants that are closest to where she stays. For example, Damansara Heights has quite a bit of fine dining place, and Cheras has more hawker restaurants. If you don’t know, perhaps you can scale it by the kind of car she drives.

Hawker/Mamak/’Neu Kopitam’/Coffee: RM10-Rm25 (roadside stalls, Old Town White Coffee, The Chicken Rice Shop, Starbucks, Coffee Bean, Gloria Jeans)
Fast food: RM25-RM40 (Malls: McD, KFC, A&W, Yoshinoya, Carl’s Jr, Kenny Rogers, etc)
Casual Dining: RM30-RM120 (Malls: Sushi Groove, Tony Roma’s, Chili’s, Delicious, Kim Gary, etc)
Fine Dining: RM120-RM500 (Bangsar, Hartamas, KL: Seven Ate Nine, La Fite, El Cerdo)

Good food need not be expensive. Try to find lesser known choices that are good. This one you have to search around by yourself first. For example, in Sunway Pyramid Sushi Zanmai is tons better tasting and value for money than Zen even though it costs less, and they are walking distance from each other.

Pro-tip: If you really have no money, one of the more ‘experienced’ people I know suggests this: Ask her to eat first la. Go for coffee only lor.

Entertainment & Activities (RM50-RM150)

Because you have do something else before making out right?

Light Sports: (RM10-RM40): Bowling, Arcade, Batting, Archery, Pool, Snooker
Visual/Auditory: (RM10-RM80): Movie, Theatre Play, Philharmonic Orchestra
Exploratory: (RM5-Rm25): Aquaria, Planetarium, Petrosains

But seriously, when was the last time you took a girl to Petrosains for a date? Actually, it might be an interesting idea…I know of one guy who told me he made out in a planetarium, and another couple who got caught making out in Petrosains. WTF, in Petrosains! You’re supposed to be learning about the wonders of science, not of each other!

Pro-tip:
“There are security cameras in Petrosains, LRT lifts, and most major shopping complexes”.

Shopping (RM25-RM wtf)

Is she a shopper? I hope not…

Whatever you do…don’t get stuck with this: A trick I’ve heard before. The girl buys a whole bunch of stuff, puts it at the counter, then she says she has to go to the toilet. After that she calls you and she says she’s at another shop, just come over. The unspoken request she is saying: Pay for my stuff, then meet me there. This has actually happened from a story related to me, but not to me.

Assuming she asks you to buy a reasonable amount of items (and not assuming reasonable prices)

Phew: (RM25-RM150) Giordano, U2, Bossini, Hang Ten, Padini
Okay la: (RM150-RM500) Miss Selfridge, Topshop, Dorothy Perkins, Forever 21, Zara
Wah-lau: (RM300-RM500) Calvin Klein, Guess, Armani Exchange
Can Die Wei (RM500 - RM wtf) Fendi, Gucci, Prada,Coach, Juicy Couture, BCBG Max Azria, Zang Toi

Pro-tip: “Don’t buy expensive jewellry on a first date. Unless she’s a prostitute, or you’re a Datuk. Or both.”

Misc Costs (RM5-RM100-RM whatever)

This can include stuff such as water/drinks, parking, toll, condoms, abortion pills (if you forget to buy condoms), or even, being disowned by your family and beaten up by her dad (if you forget the last two items before this one).

Conclusion:

So, the cost of a date in the Klang Valley is…anywhere from RM50-RM500 per date. Multiply by the number of times you go out per month.

Okay la. Assuming you even manage to get it down to RM75-RM100 a date - going out an average 6 times a month would set you back…RM450-RM600. Yes, that’s roughly your petrol cost + your handphone bill per month.

You should allocate about a quarter, to half of your monthly salary. I suggest you get a credit card, a friendly Ah Long, or a better job, or a sugar mummy. I know it’s ridiculous, but so is the whole concept of dating.

At the end of the day, everything has a cost - it’s just whether it’s payable in paper bills…or through the tears and sorrow of a broken heart and endless regrets. May you lose more money than dignity!

Good luck!

so guys, make sure ur stabil with your financial before you go and looking for someone.

*source obtain from www.josh.my

Happy Labour Day

2009-05-02T11:22:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was labour day and it was a great day for me although im not working yet. Heh, i was happy because i got to hang out with her the whole day till this morning infact. we didnt contact for 2 3 months after our last date but suddenly we text and text and went out yesterday. It was a double date, me and her and her friends with her date. i paid for the movies and the other guy paid for our lunch. The girls paid bulu. hahaha, no la. im just glad that i could hang out with her again.

We were at midvalley from 12 till 6 then send her to her aunty house and meet up lily and caped at piramid to watch my second movie for the day. Thought of having dinner with them but lily had to go back early cause she have to buy food for her family.

The date with her continue after i got back from piramid where we went to her favourate spot and enjoy the view. There was some wierd moment in that car. But she got a bf now so theres nothing i can do. Plus in my mind she can do this(foreplay) if im her bf. so im not gonna take that risk anymore. But hey, thats me. when someone i like is infront of me. i wish she was my girlfriend but the next few days all of it will be like nothing. hehe

We head out to her friend house next and after few lines of chatting, both of us accidently slept because of the tiredness especially me who have to be the driver and i want to be driver. Nobody drive my car but me :P woke up the next morning and here i am, updating my blog after 1 month holiday.

"It meant something but for awhile only, *sigh*"

Summary of April

2009-05-02T10:48:00.003+08:00

April was a moderate month for me, not very good not that bad. I didnt go out that much during april cause i was stuck with tons of work and many hang outs were sacrificed to complete it. Especially assignments well i think thats the only work i have so far. LOL. Assignments was fucked up as usual especially for Advertising and Promotion. Some one got so so so so smart and mix up with the example in AP. Yes, i am very MAD especially when i got to know that i didnt get good mark for my exam. And to top it all of, Mr bala said "if the you dont get m2, the far u can get is c+" and i dont have time to accept c+ right now. I need b+ or A. Well thanx to her, the least i can get is c+ and what you have to say for yourself? " kenapa tak check?" BODOH mung nie!

Exams were fucked up too! lucky me to get two paper in one day. For some people they know that HND is hard to score and you cant afford to make any mistake in the exams or else you'll see a big fat F on your forehead. Because of limited time to study for exams, i get pass for my AP exams and i didnt get D1 for my managing accounting. Hopefully i can get the M1 for MA and try my luck for D1 in the coming test.

Other than assignments and exams, i think everything was ok though. Oh ya, dharmia is making me mad day by day! her window is a bit malfunctioning and her alarm button is so sensitive nowadays. Why la are you doing this all to me now? Wait till i have some money ill change some part for you ok dear? plus, her tyre dah botak! hopefully by end of this month i get to change it. dont want to crash while driving her and injured myself as well. hehehe,

Im confused, although i didnt go out that much this month, my money still finish by end of the month. I dont know where all my money gone to, maybe is because of the cigarettes. heh, oh well, what to do. Oh want to know the worst part? my car got 1 summon and suprisingly is not because of me. Its because of some one father, my car got rm300 bucks speedtrap summons. Thanx a lot! well he said hes gonna paid it. I guess all i can do is wait for now.

i guess thats it for this month. Like i said, I didnt do alot in april. My pics in myspace is not that much. Got no time to be camwhore. LOL. thats it i think.

"when everything was almost ok, satan shows up"

-away-

2009-04-11T16:00:00.001+08:00

Sorry people!!!~~ The writer is taking a break for this month.
Wont be blogging until may. So take care

Ps:this is because im too lazy to right :D

I was listening to some songs

2009-03-27T16:31:00.001+08:00

Oh my god! i knew this thing will happen sooner or later. And again, i guess it right! someone is jealous at me being close with lily. Let me reply u this:

I favor her because shes nice to hang out with and open minded. With you, your so shallow minded! so boring, and u like to shout, kalau your shout tu sedap dengar takpe la jugak. ini boleh pekak telinga i. my nottyness is my test whether my frens can keep up with me or not and you fail badly. tak pegang pn lagi u dah menjerit 1 klas. haish! but dont worry ziela, we can still be friends. :)

PS:im not scared of anything this includes u.

"who ever talks first, lose and thats not me"

New beginings.

2009-03-26T02:41:00.004+08:00

Dont worry people. Nothing new in my life, i just wanna brag that ive renew my roadtax for dharmia and renew my license :D that means, no more Probation sticker on dharmia's forehead. Other than that, nothing new in my life. *sigh*

It feels so nice to renew my roadtax and my license by myself. Actualy before this, most of stuff is done by my mum coz im so lazy to do it and so lazy to ask around people. Thats why my mum is the one that go pay the bills and pay her monthly installment for her car. Me?, im just sitting at home and grow my balls :D

But when i do those things, it feels like im an adult. Oh wait, i am adult now. Im fucking 20!! so this is how it feels like to be 20. hahaha, well, theres always first time for everything. Thank god theres google and im good with the road. I didnt get lost while looking for the JPJ center thus, i learned some new roads to avoid the tol :)

Dont worry girls, im still flying solo, no new girlfriend or whatever. eh wait, just no new girlfriends :D but its ok, i dont mind if im single. I can still mingle aite? plus im not that financial stable to have a gf now. So im not in a hurry. Tons of timeeee....

"we live in a circle, theres no ending, just the begining"

Time to change

2009-03-26T02:24:00.003+08:00

AAAAARRRRGGGHGHHHHH~~~ *screams like a woman* For your information, i have been sleeping alot this week and i dont sleep at the right time. I missed few of my class this week for the first time and in HND you cant miss class for more than 5 times otherwise youll get F for your final result. How cruel that is right? You can still get pass by doing a presentation or give mc for all your absence and thank god near my place got a clinic that sells mc :D

But that doesnt mean i can ponteng all i want. Im gonna be fucking broke if i did that. hehehe, So how to solve my sleeping problem? by making use of my insomniac problem. yes i didnt sleep the whole day today, well only for two hours and went to class.

I dont know why i have this kind of disease. Its so frustrating! i hope to have one goodnight sleep but instead i tumble and turning around on my bed for couple of hours and end up doing something else afterwards. *sigh*

Hopefully i can change my sleeping time quickly or im so gonna get F for some of my subjects. And i heard Mr tan is a bit strict in giving people A for his subject and showing up to his class can give him a good impression :) The class only started like 3 weeks and i missed one class for every subjects already, this in no good!!!

"i wanna go to class, its so nice"

Funs out, assignment in!

2009-03-24T03:51:00.002+08:00

Its the third week of the semester and just recently my friend told me that Business environment and Managing accounting classes will begin this week since there was no lecturer to teach both of the subjects. Talk about last minute study! GGRRR~~~

Suet ling told me her class will commence next week pulak. Poor her, i know shes dying to start class. HEHEH, you go miss einstein :P By the way, received my Business decision making assignment already but i cant start it yet because its a group assignment so i have for others to divide our tasks. Here we go again! Soon, you'll hear me crapping about the assignments. Wait for it.....

"De javu people, assignements!!~~"

Sunburst updates...

2009-03-22T20:27:00.004+08:00

It was saturday and i woke up at 12.30 pm. My sister called and asking what time im coming back to cheras. She said i have to be there before 1.30 but when i reach home at 2, she didnt even shower yet and said we're going out at 3.30 pulak. Cam sial! But ok la, i had some time to rest and watch tv :D

4pm we reached at my 1st sister house and drank some beers before we head out to bukit kiara. Both my sisters was furios because erykah badu cancel her concert due to some personal reasons my ass!. We meet up with riduan at the parking space and drank some red argentinian wine he brought with him. Sempat lagi... and smoke some pot. Well, not me la, my sisters and riduan did. i met with raoul and asye on the way to take my ticket. Didnt expect to meet them there.

We went in at 6 something and our first stop was at Tuborg booth. LOL, drank few cups of beer and listening to estranged performance from there. Then we head off to the field to watch nidji perform. We jumped, we screamed and we danced! After the show, we bought some food for dinner at one of the booth and smoke somemore pot and drink some beer. Oh ya, met with fahanis there with her friend, anis or alia. I forgot, i was a bit tipsy back then. hehe.

Then, comes the nerd performance!!!, thats when the real concert begins. Their performance was not bad and i like most of the songs now. Back then all i know is only one song from their latest album i think. Pharell was cool and being responsbible with the crowd and mocking some securities and photographer. After nerd's performance, we decided to go back cause my sister was very stoned and the other one was tired.

Not me though, After i sent my sister back home, i called caped and rendezvous with him at darus, subang. I wasnt that tired but i had headache due to the beers. Hehe, hung out with caped, syu and nysa. I manage train my pool skill with caped. And as i can predicted, i can play 8 ball well but 9 ball? i need some training!!! after ac we hung out at mcd for breakfast and went back home. Reached home at 6am. Conclusion, i was out about 15 hours. GILA!!!

Pictures will be posted in myspace soon, have to wait for my sister to upload it :D

"beers+ganja+wine+kfc=one rocking concert!"

Pool and Sunburst..

2009-03-21T00:46:00.002+08:00

So played my first pool tournament just now. As you all predicted, i lost at the first round. Haha, hello! its my first tournament! Cut me some slack la, i was nervous and shaking half of the game. But no worries, im not dissapointed. i had fun! met new people. maybe next time if i met that guy, we can rematch. hehehe, And i lost 7-4 to him. thats not bad right?

Its ok shapeq!, ill be back next month. I know the feeling already joining a competition. So hopefully next time i dont have butterfly in my belly. Cant wait for next month!! April, come quickly!

My opponent played some nice plessing but i was playing some kick ass trickshot. I think i played a beautiful game just now. LOL, sorry for being a bit vain. :P After the game, called up my sister and said that im going to sunburst!!. Im not that excited coz i dont know some of the band there and not really a big fan of korn, eryka badu and nerd. I only know some of their songs only.

"Win or lose, i still win"

Pool or sunburst???

2009-03-20T16:16:00.003+08:00

In exactly 3 hours, i will play my first pool tournament in nilai. Just for experience i joined the competition. And giving myself a chance to compete with other people. I also wanna see how good am i at pool. Plus the champion prize money is rm500 bucks. And as some people know, i am short of money now. LOL. Win or lose i dont care. The experience matters to me most :)

On the other hand, My sister got me tickets to sunburst tomorrow. But the competition last for 2 days. So if i lose today's game, i can still make it to sunburst for tomorrow. If i win the pool tournament, ill be 500 bucks richer. So any other way, ill still win :D but i dont wanna get greedy. Im just gonna go with the flow. hehehe

wish me luck!

"its not the destination that matters, its the journey"

Art material hunt...

2009-03-19T00:40:00.003+08:00

caped: ku perlukan pertolongan mu nanti
shapeq: mengapa?
caped: barang yg hendak ku beli tiada disini dan harus dibeli di luar
shapeq: ko nak bli ape?
caped: alatan melukis

I think negeri sembilan has the least art shop in the country. We thought of going to kl to find caped art material but it was too far and it was rush hour so we dont want to get stuck in the jam. Our first option was to find it seremban and of all the shops there, not one shop supply art material. Stupid! if i were to open art shop, i think i could be millionaire there :P

Finally we went to jusco seremban and bought some of the stuff at popular. And some of the stationery is a bit fuck up too. But he had to buy it anyway. With not enough material, we went to nilai to search for it but all the shops do not have the thingy. Thank god caped's art lecturer is understanding and said that she would supply some of the material.

I dont wanna be vain but caped chose the right guy to go find the shops. As some people know, i am good with the road. i mean i know most of the road here and kl :P hahaha, I love my brain...

"Millionaire in seremban? i wish!"

Legenda's internet connection sucks!!!

2009-03-18T03:05:00.002+08:00

Have i mentioned that my college internet sucks like hell? They block the limewire download and the most important thing they block is viewing the pictures in myspace.

To whom it may concern,

Did you know that the student in this college is increasing drastically? And you still dont bother to boost your internet connection for the student! by the way, stop blocking myspace pictures!! how the hell i want to whether the chicks that add me at myspace is hot or not?

And how the hell i want to comment my friends pictures when im fucking bored like now? Some people cant sleep in this college you know! For instance, me! i have insomnia! and i want to comment my friends' pictures and upload mine as well. Stop blocking youtube as well! i wanna watch something stupid and silly there. Cant sleep causing me to do some stupid things.

Thank you for you anticipation!

Insomnia Attacks~~

2009-03-18T02:44:00.002+08:00

Haiya! i cant get any good time sleep nowadays and in the future i guess?. I dont know why i have trouble sleeping at night. I envy my roomate and caped. Once they got their self on the bed, terus zzzzz. Thats fucking unfair! why cant i be like that?

When i cant sleep, i cant get up for class the next day. When i dont go to class, ill flung my class just like that. gggrrrr~~~ Sometimes, if i sleep later than my roomate, i have to bare the snores that my roomate is making but after two years sleeping with him, i think im imune to it already and sometimes i laugh all by myself just listening to his snoring orchestra. LOL :P

Im having headaches now and i couldnt sleep! i wanna wake up early tomorow, need to study for the quiz Mrs ng giving us. If only i can sleep easily. Now i dont know what to do. Call someone? hello!, its 2.50 in the am!! nak kene maki? *sigh*

"Go away insomnia, GO!!!~~"

Sunburst!!!!

2009-03-17T23:31:00.003+08:00

Newsflash people! my sister just called just now and told me that she got one extra ticket to sunburst. Muahahaha, and lucky im their brother so im gonna get the tickets then. :D But she said it depends on how well i behave to them. But no worries, for sunburst, ill be a good ass kisser for a few days. HEHE!!~~

That reminds me i have to clean the top floor this weekend. DAMN! or i might not go there. :/ Just posting this to make some people jealous. LOL, and sorry pacad, only one ticket is available.

"i guess this is my year, captain"

Thanx dad..

2009-03-17T01:35:00.002+08:00

The other day i posted about a problem i had with one of my family member. Then few days back, i called my dad to ask him for some money. But he was in kuantan so he couldnt give me the money. This time when i asked him for some money, hes like really2 want to give me the money. When i told him i was going back to college, he was like "shit, then how im gonna give u the money?"

Well, he didnt say like that, im just exaggerating it. Hehehe, but somehow it makes me feel kinda good that he really have the courtesy to go through all the trouble to give me the money (the trouble was banking in the money) but still, before this hes not like this. I have to go to his house to meet him and have some meaningless conversation for half an hour, get the money and get out.

He called me the next day and said that he banked in the money already and he still got time to kid around with me. That was like the first time he did that since god knows when. I know its a small thing but me and my dad hardly have a proper conversation and to kidding around with him is impossible. Its not that hes strict or whatsoever, hes just to straight forward sometimes. I hope he change from now on, i liked the guy i talked to on the phone the other. Hes different :)

"I was dissapointed u chose that decision but i miss u"

Crush

2009-03-17T01:09:00.003+08:00

Yup yup! i have a crush! but wait, i always like every girl without tudung even i dont know them. But ok, this is one for real. But the bad part is shes so far away from me. About 150-170km far. And i dont like long distance relationship. Its just too dull, no action and when u have a problem with each other, u cant confront it face to face but through phone only. Sigh!

Oh well, like i always say, i got nothing but time. All i can do is wait, plus theres no else in line so why not wait right. If not, hopefully next year i can go to somewhere where there will be tons of hot chicks. aha aha :D

"long distance relationship is just to dull for me"

Birthday man!

2009-03-15T13:27:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday dude!

Before the dinner

After the dinner

This is kamil and on 12th of march, he turns 20. I met him two hours before the surprise party. He told me that he didnt celebrate and there was no party or dinner what so ever. Well he didnt know that his gf, alya planned a suprise party for him. and I almost spoil the suprise :P

Alya came all the way from segamat johor just to do this suprise party. I know! how sweet! And i have to fetch alya from seremban. Damn u seremban! i got lost there. The road there is almost the same. Total confusion! but being lost is good, teach u some new roads u dont know :D Now seremban is like the back of my head. hahaha :P

Anyway, kamil, happy birthday dude and sorry no present. heh, i wish u the best in ur life and take care alya for me yea :D

First week!

2009-03-15T13:13:00.003+08:00

The other day i posted about the first day of class. Now i want to post about the first week :D but dont expect im gonna post on the first month. I dont think so i can recall what happen the whole month. Maybe i can but too lazy to think about it :P

Well the first week was ok. Suddenly lily became hyper active and wanted to do all the free sports. I mean she refuse to play the one we have to pay like bowling etc. So all of us have been playing tennis and basketball. Nad was abit aggresive though when playing basketball, u might want to team up with her if u dont to get aggresive with her. LOL!

And lily is so addicted with left4dead. She played once and she wants some more! Camner nie caped? hahaha, Everynight we planned to play left4dead but its a new game and most cc dont have that game. And the game itself is kinda heavy, i mean the graphics and all that.

The class was not bad actually, Business decision making involves number and lots of em. But i like numbers, it keeps my brain functioning well not like essays and making up story which bores me and make me feel like throwing up sometimes. Mr. bala's class is fun, he likes to do some funny jokes unlike mr. ang and all the subject he teachs is fun as well. Ill be searching some advertising agencies to start off his class. Hopefully he asks us to some advertisment. Hehehe.

Two more of my subject dont have the lecturer yet so i dont know how its gonna turn up. Hopefully the lecturer is not that bad. I want to score again for this semester. and for the next semester and the next and the next......

"Exercise makes u healthy, when ur healthy, ull be happy and ull die happy :D"

First day!

2009-03-10T12:16:00.004+08:00

Today was the first day of class. Ms shamima class was dull as usual, after 10 minutes Nad started to get bored and sleepy. I was excited though. Im describing as if this was my first day of class. LOL, now i am excited but after we got all the assignment, then ull see how stress i will be soon. But like L said, "we are learning, stress is inavitable", did i spell it right? hehehe, honestly, i didnt shower just now. Muahaha, the water was so cold but dont worry i did that after class already :)

But dont think that im gonna blog everyday about the class. How boring right. Waiting for something exciting things to happen in this semester. But only time will tell :D havent know whats my result yet. But gonna check it soon, maybe this evening. Wish me luck!!

By the way im gonna start mixing some songs, on the way to become DJ Q! hahaha, any other interesting name? let me know :)

Ok scratch the dj thingy. Its fucking hard! i have to set the equalizer and effects. Damn! but im using the promo version. And they give 60mins to try out. Who mix songs in 60 mins? bodoh! gonna find another software soon :D

"shes wearing tudung now, not my type anymore"

Movie week!

2009-03-09T00:22:00.002+08:00

The holidays kicked off at a dull level. When clubbing though with SL once and turn down eshia's invitation to go clubbing again. Its not that i dont want to, i have to save some money also. *reminder: im not that rich ok* The rest of the holidays was filled with hang out at home sweet home with ps2 all day long and some game of pools with the subang clan. SH is getting better now at pool, L, watch out! :D

Then comes the final week of holiday, A friend of mine ask me to teman her shopping somewhere in kl on wednesday. Bought her the stuff she wants and then watch Street fighter before we come back home.

on saturday, another friend of mine invited me to go watch movies as well. We went to pavilion and watch sex drive. Damn funny movie but will be funnier if they dont cut some of the scene. *advice to the people who havent watch it: just buy the dvd, save u the money and can watch some uncut scene :D* The night ended with some spectacular scene :D

Today was outing day with L and SH. The plan was to go out with L,SH,P,me and S but someone woke up late today and turns out only me,L and Sh will be going out together. In other word, Legendarian day out :P We watched 7 pounds just now. The movie was kinda slow but the ending is a bit sad la. But i still dont understand why the title is 7 pounds. LOL, then out of nowhere we went to a cc and played left4dead. Cool game but would be cooler if we can hear the zombie screaming and shouting and not listening to L shouting. HAHAHA, kidding :P

"she was aggresive+i was dominated=success :D"

New semester!

2009-03-09T00:07:00.002+08:00

Went back to mantin on thursday to register and check my result. Phew! I got A for my financial reporting but B for my human resource management. Im a bit dissapointed though. I thought i could score hrm but i couldnt. What to do? no one to blame, its my fault by the way. I pass up my assignment like one week late. Mane tak kan?

Hopefully i can increase my cgpa with that result. Haven't check the cgpa yet, the lecturer was kinda busy that day training some new trainee. Im gonna check it next week though! Cant wait! My target now is 3.60 by the end of the course. Make it or not, i tried though :D

So this semester subjects will include sales planning, quality management, business decision making and promotions & advertising kot. I forgot and i left the timetable in the car. Couple of those subject will be taught by ms shamima. Damn this lecturer! i dont like her! she likes to gives tons of unimportant work. Its good that she ask us to do tons of research but we're not doing her assignments only. theres like another 2 subject also. It will be damn tired having this lecturer teach u. And the bad thing is, i always get C or C+ for her class and thats not good for me!!

Like it or not, i have to try my best! Australia!!~~ hot chicks!!~~ RMIT!!~~ wait for me!!~~~

"Tons of new student and 3 new business lecturers, i like :D"

Family portrait

2009-03-08T23:44:00.002+08:00

March begin with a family crisis. Im not gonna tell why we have this kind of situation but i just feel like spill it out here. Just to release it. U know what they say if u keep in ur problems they can make u crazy sometimes.

Anyway, the air in the house is not the same as before. This fight was huge between us and her. We tried to explain to her but she wouldnt listen. She rather be on her side of the line than standing with us. Oh well, shes like that, we cant do anything anymore, we did what we could. Its been one week now and the awkwardness makes it even worse.

Its not easy to live in one house with the one we fought. its easy with a small fight but this one, this is huge and totaly different kind of story. I just cant wait to go back to college and just leave all this behind. I dont like to think about it. It makes me feel kesian at her but what to do? shes so f-ing stubborn!

Hopefully she doesnt do anything like the past. Who wants to see our own flesh suffer?

"it doesnt make u happy but we do"

Elvis is in the building!

2009-03-07T05:44:00.002+08:00

Im sorry people for not updating my blog for quite some time. I was struck by bad laziness and my sister borrowed my laptop to watch some of the series i downloaded. Holiday been plain though but not to worry, class gonna start soon! huhuhuh. Cant wait! Im gonna update my blog a little longer next time. Gonna go to bed now. Good night! oh wait, its morning already. Good morning then! :D

I pronounce her......

2009-02-27T17:38:00.002+08:00

Dharmia.
Yes! i name my car dharmia.
before this it was foxxie but she was very cranky and stubborn and very the menyusahkan me.
So changed the engine alread, new engine equals new heart.
new heart equals new name and personality :D
i wanted to put her picture but damn lazy to take her pics plus my car is not that nice.
its gonna embarrass me later. hahaha

the name Dharmia was given by lily.
Ur not mad right i take this name?
if ur mad, let me know :D
The other day i noticed what dharmia really means.
Dharmia is a short form for dara miang (horny virgin)
no wonder lily likes this name.
hahahhaha :P

Slow mo~~

2009-02-27T17:10:00.004+08:00

Damn! i have the idea to write about something but so lazy to write it.
When im online, i forgot already what i wanna write about. haish!
But sometimes i always wanted to write about some people that im very angry at.
I think ill just keep it in my head for awhile.
Wait till the right moment comes :)
im so baddddd~~

"Stop following the king when u know u cant follow and be him"

"i know ur hot but u know whats hotter? my foot up ur ass!"

The world is awesome~~

2009-02-22T13:46:00.002+08:00

What have i been doing this holiday? nothing much actually. Not like last time, going out every single day for the whole holiday period. Only went out twice this week, went clubbing with SL and hang out with C and P.

Been watching a lot of tv lately but dont think im watching meaningless stuff. Been watching a lot of discovery channel and national geographic and history channel. HAHA, yup! the astro learning package. Got nothing to watch at 3 4 a.m so i watch discovery channel. Eh, dont think its holiday im just gonna sit at home and doing nothing. Im collecting knowledge by the minute every day. LOL

Did u know that adolf hitler was killed on april 1945 in berlin? he killed himself with sianide and shot his head. his wife killed herself as well by eating the sianide. And most of the time russia was covering it up and blaming other countries to hide hitler where actually they already know what had happen to hitler. Damn stupid!

Told yea u can learn so much by watching the learning package.

Actually im just bored and wanted to write something in my blog and show off some knowledge as well. :D

Peace out!

Ladies night!

2009-02-21T03:33:00.006+08:00

Been staying home from monday until last night. Yes, last night, thursday night, ladies night! LOL! SL ask me to teman her to goddezz because theres a launch party for rebellz clothing line. The dresses was not that bad but the model was pppsssstttt, HOT! only one of them that take my breath away. HEHE, but when the party was over, suddenly the place become damn dull! and all of us was just hanging out there, drink and watch some people there, chinese mostly, and no hot chinese mostly, pfffttt.

Then E called her friend and she said we can get in at maison with guestlist, and off we go to maison pulak! met some of P frens there unexpectedly but all of them was carrying balls so the only gurls there was N, E and SL. One of P frens wanted to know N a lil bit more i guess. LOL, but someone replied "no no, shes mine" ahahaha cute! i see some hint there. :P

SL got high that night but she doesnt want to admit and she dare me to talk about biology and luckly i dont study biology cause i could kick her ass last night. hehe, Its been awhile since i saw her drunk and suddenly she start talking some cute bm. I dont know where that come from. LOL. not drunk konon :D but the night got a bit spoil cause of E and Y got into some stupid drama. That asshole! Go fuck off and die in dubai!! gggrrrr~~~

After sending E and SL home, me and P spent the night at N's place cause she asked me to send her to work like the next 4 hours. Iffah was there too :D

There are some pics on myspace, Take it quick! sorry but damn lazy to upload it here.

Chow for now!

Trapped in the house!

2009-02-21T03:22:00.002+08:00

With no plans ahead and most of my friends busy with their own stuff, i have locked myself in my house and stay in my cocoon for quite some time. I want to go out but theres no companion that have the same idea as me so i wind up in home most of the time and only go out when my pack ciggies is empty.

My mom been sick recently though, so thats one of the reason ive been staying home. Take care of her and took her to the clinic, be her driver to buy some food for my sister. and yet she still can be mad at me for something, but what to do, shes sick and her behaviour on top of the list was cranky. What to do right? just let it go....

Since im stuck in the house 24/7, ive kept myself busy with downloading some series and some series i mean chuck season 2, gossip girl season 2, one tree hill season 6, and heroes season 4. So who ever wants some episode, lai lai, skype me pronto! ahahah

Peace out!

Deletes away!!~~

2009-02-17T13:16:00.002+08:00

Kinda bored hanging out in home so i found something to make me feel busy. Which is deleting some unwanted stuff. Dont be suprised but i just deleted all my porn movies in my external hard disk. Got bored already with the same porn so yea. Delete it all. Need the space to save all my series and heroes episodes will continue soon. Well thats what the tv say.

I also deleted some of my myspace friends. The one that i dont really know and the one being sombong to me. LOL, Why bother have thousands of friends when they are not really ur friends? menyemak je! oh2, i stop playing mafia wars as well and deleted the application too. Got bored of that game la, its all the same. Plus what do we get if we're like in level 2000?? nothing right? so why wast time playing that stupid game. heh!

Next, im gonna delete some of my unwanted clothes. HEHE, i mean give them away. My cubboard is kinda pack now, so gonna keep the one that i usually wear and give away the one that i dont really like or its too small for me. But i will never give away the Storm tshirt because it has my name on it. :P

Peace out!

College is out, Hello Holiday!!

2009-02-17T12:25:00.003+08:00

So exam just ended yesterday. Im not that confident with my answer for financial reporting but fuck it la. I dont want to think about it on my holiday. Yes holiday started right after i pass up my exam paper. On holiday till 10th of march and till then i got no plans at all. And no that much money as well. My plans for this semester break is going clubbing with ling and all this thursday and just hang out at my house playing ps2 all day long including sleep.

Im all alone in the house during the weekdays because my mum and my sister got work and the other one got school. So its just me in the house, alone, without proper food and supervision. AHHHH, freedom!! but no food? How the hell im gonna get fat living like this. At college, too lazy to cook for myself, at home, no one to cook me food. DAMN!!. No wonder im thin.

Been sleeping a lot during this holiday especially during the day. Since no one at home, all i can do is sleep or watch tv. Go out? whos free during the days? and i dont want to drive when theres a lot of cars especially during rush hour. HAISH!.

PS: should i shave my misai or not?? comment people!! quick! hahahha..

Happy holidays legendarian and peace out!!

Oh Sophileya.........

2009-02-15T07:13:00.007+08:00

So she asked me to write about her and here goes....

Nicole aldeth main, a caucasian in subang eating a roti canai or nasi lemak i couldnt remember what she ate when i first saw her. I think it was maggi goreng kot? The first thing was in my head when i saw her was "owh die ni la nicole from asye's myspace." I admit that i have a crush on her last time but now? not really. HAHAHA, so anyways, we become close in a very short time and at that time she was on and off-ing with her bf and that is one of the reason i didnt really go for her.

At first, when we hang out she will always come with asye and as time pass by, as you know it asye has been left out from the ac clan and i will always pick her up instead of asye. Then met her mum, aiyo! miss doris is one cool mum. Especially when she sings. Doesnt care whats happening around her as long as she finishes the songs. She bangs yea aunty? LOL :D

It was fun life without blowjob lips (J), we will hang out till 3 4 a.m in the morning and this was before her spm. Its like a routine to hang out in subang every weekend and every other day if im free just to hang out with her and pacad with others. And with her mum, its like no curfew and she can go out whenever she wants especially when her mum knows who is she going out with.

My last semester break was the bomb! The holiday was three weeks and most of the time i was at her house hanging out with her, doris and shawn including pacad. We would hang out from evening to the next morning just drinking with her mom and karaoke-ing all night long. Then comes her birthday. DAMN! i think that was the bestest clubbing i ever went. She introduced me and pacad to some of her friends, iffah, syahreen, tv, kevin and a bunch more. Next thing you know we went PD together, iffah invited us to her bbq. Just one night and suddenly my friend list increase drastically. Thanx to her though. :) Most of the time i was in subang and every penny used to go there was worth all of it.

Most of the picture above was taken during my last semester break. And next week is my current semester break but i dont think so its gonna be like last time especially when shes with J. He came into her life once again and suddenly things are not the same anymore, we barely meet her and hang out with her. Just to respect her bf controlism, we didnt even hang out with her mum. Ok2, enough bout him, i dont want to "lari topic pulak".

As i was saying, Things are the not same like before now and i really miss hanging out with her, miss hanging out at her house with her mom and play psp with shawn.

Miss u bitch! Take care

Peace out!

I Think I Dont Care Anymore.....

2009-02-15T07:00:00.002+08:00

As i was hanging out at darus just now, it hit me. Why do i care so much if i have girlfriend or not? My financial is not that stable and i dont have the looks, why should i care that much? hahaha, plus i might go to australia next year. Well i hope i can. So if i have a girlfriend now, can i bare the feeling to leave her all alone here?

Like my mum say all the time, "just be friends with all the gurls, your still young. Stop wasting time and money having a girlfriend" Most people say that your parent know everything and they are right. So im just gonna listen to my mum i guess. Why bother trying so hard to get a girl when u know u cant get her right? i dont want to trouble my friends to find me a girlfriend anymore especially caped. I know u have tons of hot gurlfriends but i think im done wasting ur time helping me. Sorry la menyusahkan ko :P

So yea, i might watch some hot girls near me but i dont think so im gonna make any move. Plus im too shy to go to them. Maybe when im drunk i have the balls but takkan everyday nak mabuk? i dont want my stomach to be god damn buncit :D

There u go, i dont care anymore and peace out!

7 Feb 2009

2009-02-10T03:36:00.005+08:00

That day has come once again. The day that was i brought into this world, the world full of dramas, memories good and in pain. YES! im turning twenty this year on 7th of february 2009. Ive been living in this word for twenty years now and i have seen a lot of things in my life, Both i like and dislike.

A number of people wishes me on that day and i forgive them who didnt wish me cause i dont wish some of my friends too sometimes. Even my dad finally wish me for my birthday. Well thats because i remind him by asking for some money to buy present. Kalau tak, im sure he wouldnt wish me but remember or not, im glad he wish me. After how many years, he finally did. Atleast he tried. I thought of making a list who wish me but when i open up my facebook and myspace. Its just too hard to make the list. LOL.

I cherish my lifetime so much and when my birthday is coming ill be so damn happy and of course a bit sad. And i also tend to make a big deal out of my age. Like last year, i said to all my friends, 19 was gonna be the last year of teens for me and this year, when im 20, no more teens at all.

My teen years has been a blast. Hook up with my first gf when i was 13. Learned how to drive when i was 14 and got my first french kiss when im was 15. HAHAHA.. SHOW OFF!! :P hopefully lots of good things will happen to me in the future.

Sorry there was no proper celebration for my birthday this year. I dont want to be cliche and do bbq again like last year. Plus im all broke. My birthday eve was celebrated on top floor of my house on a couch watching tv all night. I was so tired with assignments and test before that night and didnt have the strength to plan anything or go out anywhere. But i managed to do a small gathering at ac and i hope all my frens were ok with that. Thank you for coming to ac guys, especially lily. Demam2 pun sanggup join.

Oh and not forgetting the suprise dinner pacad TRIED to do for me. hahaha, but thanx to lily, pacad, naim and caped for doing that. it really mean something to me :) and Ling for doing a post about me. Thanx babe. Y'all are gud frens :D

my birthday cake

Thanx guys!! :D

and not forgeting this guy. Thanx for trying

Oh ya about the present, i got a swatch irony watch from my first sister. I got a shirt from zara from both my 2nd and little sister. And my mum was forced to buy an engine for my car. Sorry but thanx mummy :D Supposedly my mum wanted to buy me a camera but she had to buy new engine so bye bye camera. Oh oh, and i got a kiss on the cheek by ling before she went back. HEHE :) (nak jugak bagitau kan)

Hell on earth

2009-02-10T03:19:00.002+08:00

Last week was a hell for me. First its my car. I was with lily at Mcds eating out late lunch and when we wanted to go meet up with syaf near semarak, the bloody car suddenly wont start. Its not the battery cause i've change the battery last nov. So i had to leave my car in nilai overnight. The next day after class, i went to check on my car and ask the mechanics to come as well. And he said i have to wait till tomoro so that he can know what was the real problem. So had to leave my car all alone again. The next day the mechanics call me and said that i have to change the freaking engine!!. Im gonna change it but not now! Hello im fucking broke!

Then With my car making perangai, i had to complete my assignment at the same time. I tell u, my head was fucking messed up that time. And to make it worst. i had to study for my test on thursday night. Thank god by thursday, my car problem has been solved. It was towed from nilai to ampang cause my usual workshop is there and he knows my mum.

Mr. james has help me so much during this sem. Thanx to him i manage to maintain my attendance percentage and dont have to do any presentation next sem. I hope he can help me to get an A as well cause i really to boost up my cgpa.

All and all, thank god all the problem and drama has ended before the weekends :)

Lily and the gurls, thanx for being there. that includes u caped :D

Tag la

2009-02-03T00:56:00.002+08:00

lengkapkan ayat "kalau boleh, saya ingin jadi" mengikut kategori yang diberi. beri sebab untuk setiap jawapan anda.
1 & 2. Manusia
3 & 4. Haiwan
5 & 6. Barangan
7. Sukahati kau lah
anda juga boleh sertakan gambar untuk setiap jawapan anda.
kemudian, sertakan 7 nama orang yang anda ingin tag.
jangan lupa tinggalkan komen "anda di tag di blog saya. kalau tak buat tak nak kawan" supaya mereka tahu yang mereka di tag.

Kalau boleh, saya ingin jadi......

1. Pornstar :
Best woo dpt jd pornstar. I can do it with different kind of styles. Insurance pn ade. and unlimited supply of condoms by producer. hahahha, And and i can like do it with all different types of gurls, from mamas to barely virgin. And if u notice the guy pornstar, most of them have kick ass muscle.sigh~~~

2. Bill gates:
Bill gates is the modern rockstar man. Although muke die nerd cam harry potter, poket die tak besar pulak kan?. With all that kind of money, i also dunno what to do with ti.

3. Starfish:
Being a starfish is super cool. U just sit there and do nothing. How cool is that right? its like me, but underwater. LOL

4. Dragon:
wohohoho, if only this could be true, aku bakar bontot sume org yg aku benci ngan fire breathe.muahahha.. and just flying everywhere i like without no one disturbing me. Being a dragon, no one can touch me..huhuh

5. Bra:
This is like a dream come true. Grabbing some one boobs without they noticing it. But theres a boring part of it. only one person boobs i get to grab. lain la kalu the gurl main share bra with her frens....weeeeee~~

6. Jet:
I wanna be a jet like in stealth movie. The jet without pilot but has its own mind. DAmn cool! flying anywhere i like and just drop the bomb wherever i like :D if ade org kejar, ill just fly at the speed of sound and lari!!!~~

7. Wind:
why i wanna be the wind? eh cool ape jd angin, if im bored i can just do a tornado in some countries i dont like and theres couple of them right now in my list. and then kalu nak cuci mate, boleh terbang2 masok toilet makcik2 and anak dara2, tengok dorg mand...meow!!~~

And there you go...

Although assignment tak siap lagi, i did my best to do this tag. thanx nad for tagging me, wait for my revenge yea?

TAG: suet ling, nicole, geraldine, and who ever wants to do this tag :D

Balls night out!

2009-02-02T03:23:00.003+08:00

Today i stayed home the whole day but knowing me, i couldnt stay home that long. I only stayed home if i dont have any cash or theres some kick ass game for my ps2. Since pacad went back to his college already i called up nas and ajak him go watch football somewhere cause chelsea is playing liverpool and im not gonna watch that game alone :P

Meet up with them at breakers and watch farid played some foosball with his friends then off we go to this mamak. I forgot what the name was but it was behind centerpoint bandar utama. The shisha was good though. They put pineapple on top of the shisha and the name of the flavour was cool. Theres rainbow, sugus, and even crazy bitch. LOL

But the game spoilt my mood. Chelsea lost to liverpool 2-0 :( and i straight went back. DAMN PIST OFF!!! but now worries blues. Im still behind u and cheering up for u :D

What a weekend!

2009-02-01T16:12:00.003+08:00

This weekend was very unexpectedly fun! My plan was just to meet couple of girlfriends.

But in the end i met more than i planned. heh :D

I had a major hung over on friday but that doesnt stop me from meeting one of my friend which i havent met for a very long time. Almost two years i think. At first i thought of cancelling with her but kesian pulak kat die. So i went and meet her anyway. We went to mamak and chill and then went jalan2 around her place. Thats all we did though. Well thats about enough for me coz i was not really that well that time got headache and stomachache as well. PFFT...

The next day, I was supposed to meet up with alya and have lunch at chombee's restaurant cause chombee is going back to kuching next week but it was cancelled because alya's bf wanted to do a party for her birthday. I wasnt invited though. LOL :P

Anyway, had my back up plan and went out with this other girl. She was my ex and i havent met her almost a year. I was a bit nervous to meet her though :/ Went to the movies and watched like the stupidest movie ever made this year. hahaha then ate lunch at sushi king while playing cat and mouse with her "friend". It was damn funny to me but hell for her :D

Then some expected question about the past came up. but i got to handle it so no probs after that. :)

Oh well, hope to do this thing again sometime. Kinda like it this way. Much much better than having string attached

Peace out! :D